seriously disillusioned
currently listening to: Xin Xing Quan [Jolin Tsai]

right up till JC, we were dealing with studies.
right here in university, we are dealing with people.

i can't believe how competitive registration is.
i am beginning to see the hidden sides of people.
i find myself tolerating more than interacting.
everything, every single thing, is frustrating.

a trip back home today took 2 hours, and i stoned all the way.
so many thoughts and flashbacks collided, each more discouraging than the other.
i bet the people around me thought i was in depression.
only 2 days, and i feel as if i've experienced the society.
but of course, society is much much tougher than this.

gosh, tell me how i'm gonna survive.

i really don't like having doubts about others.
i hate it when the ugliness of human character displays itself right in front of my eyes.
i dont want to dislike anybody if it can be avoided.

but this is proving to be incredibly difficult to achieve.

don't expect the entire world to fit your criteria.
disregard, girl, take it easy with a smile on your face.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。