so i've decided to blog today.

currently listening to: Yu Tian [Stefanie Sun]

my hand feels a little weird.
i can't seem to exert as much strength when i write.
it feels kinda light.
as if it's not properly connected to my arm so there isn't the 'just right' feeling there.

hmm. maybe i've been writing too much.

so we are left with 20+ days to the A's.
i don't feel prepared and i don't think i ever will.
i'll be happy if i can retain my prelim results.
but with the 1988 standards, i guess it's impossible.

but i've decided to do whatever i can anyway.
i won't try to mug very very hard these few days.
cuz i have this feeling that i will end up feeling so wasted and crappy like how i did during the prelims period.
can't afford mood swings during the A's.

just do whatever you can, xinyi.
yepp. you don't have to push yourself too hard.

then again, please don't think you can simply slack.

other than the A's, the farewell assembly's also near.
farewell assembly.
... only 2 days left.

but i was already very happy when i saw him that day.
it's as if i haven't done so in a long long time.
you should have seen my reaction. haha.
totally embarrassed after that.

i feel contented.
it's enough for me.
let us just brush pass each other once more.
and we'll never meet again.

heh. so drama ar.
must be the novels i've been reading lately.

anyway.
to 05a02 if you're reading.

GOGO FIGHTING!!!
make it through the A's together!
every single one of us.

we need to mug.
the whole world is mugging.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。