this time i really mean that i'm sleepy.

currently listening to: One Word [Lee Junki]

before i start i'd just like to say that...

time is very precious.

um, don't ask me why.
i just realised this suddenly at the bus-stop today.

maybe it's the fact that there's only 118 days left to the A levels.
or maybe it's the fact that i have only around 118 days left with macey.
or maybe it's the fact that i have been staring at the econs TYS for 2 whole hours without actually working on it.

haii~
anyways i'm a little disheartened by my CT results.
they are not very bad, but they're just not good.
the thought that my results have been stagnant since forever is bad.
the thought that i'm always underperforming is bad as well.
or maybe i'm not underperforming... maybe it's actually that i'm just not good.

i guess it's the 'think-alot-then-brood-even-more' day today.

*yawns*
extremely tired.
just finished compiling the othello essay outline.
a ton of homework that i've yet to finish.
and 118 days left to the A levels.

once i go to bed and wake up again, there will be only 117 days left.

-_____________-"

something's wrong with me.

-one month and eleven days-

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。