i'm dressing myself with hippos

currently listening to: Cherish [Otsuka Ai]

i think i have to face it.
i can't bring myself to look at you.
as if it's some kind of taboo or forbidden act.
like something that i don't want to have too much of even though i would like it very much.

and yes it's funny why it sounds extremely gothic.
heh.

i can't understand why either.
i'm on the verge of kicking myself for acting this way.
there's only like 60 days left?

but i am very certain.
even though i don't look at you.
i'm smiling to myself after each encounter.
joy, that's something i can't suppress.

i was happy.

though never once did you notice it, i'm just happy to have noticed you.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。