i'm going on strike.

currently listening to: Back at One [w-inds.]

before i start.. a bit of singlish...

i dun have so many GP model essays and outlines lar.
evil people... must make me waste money go photocopy.
bo luei lar. *scowls*

okay i have been trying hard to complete whatever homework i have for the weekend, and this is ALOT of homework that i am talking about. sadly, i still have this agonizing Lit PC drama extract to analyse and it will probably take me forever to do it. this makes me wonder why am i putting in so much effort for literature when i have already decided to give it up in the first place.

the initial plan was to just do the literature homework and whatever i get from there is IT-- it's whatever that i'm gonna be producing on my 'A' level lit paper. i didn't intend to STUDY or MUG for it at all-- just to finish the homework to keep out of trouble. and guess what? they're piling so much lit homework on us that i barely have time to complete them, much less to spend time mugging for my other subjects. *poof* my plan has backfired. every single week i am squeezing my brain dry and trying to come up with clever points and analysis so that i won't feel like such in idiot in Ms Lam's class... and after that i'm too tired to do anything else.

and the worst thing is, i NEVER end up with 'clever points and analysis'. headaches are the only stuff i'm getting out of literature. take the 'Tree of Man' essay for example-- slogging and discussing and thinking for FIVE whole days and i end up getting a pathetic 25/50.

literature is sucking my blood.

and i have done nothing, i repeat, I HAVE DONE ABSOLUTELY NOTHING for CLA and GP and MATH. i'm spending so much time struggling with economics and literature homework that i have no time at all for revision. it's worse when Mr Gay is suddenly piling so many history essay outlines on us recently. hello? i'm like working on the wrong stuff? my CLA and GP and math and econs papers are just one week away ya??

i repeat, IT'S CLA AND GP AND MATH AND ECONS.
I AM OVERLOADED.

and i'm doing history and literature outlines now??
*rolls eyes*

i have decided to go on a strike.

well, at least i think i've completed all the homework they gave over the weekend (other than that *urgh* lit extract), and hopefully there won't be more coming in cuz i am NOT GONNA TOUCH HOMEWORK ANYMORE. it's revision time.

i only have one week left.

recently, i realised that time is getting to be very very precious nowadays. i've tried it many many times. one fine day i'll be thinking to myself: okay i'm just gonna sleep for 1 hour and then i'll continue with my work. so happily i go to sleep, but when i get back after 1 hour (which is a miracle), i am TOTALLY unable to finish the work that i could have finished if i hadn't slept that 1 hour away.

imagine! just 1 hour!

and this is exactly what is happening now because 1 hour ago i was telling myself that i will get back to the Lit extract after i blog but it's 12am now and i'm too exhausted to do anything else. so the lit pc extract will most probably be untouched even after i log off from the net.

okay a pesky cockroach just flew across the computer.

... okay i am back from the room and the cockroach has been murdered by my maid. i wanted to carry on with my rants... but the cockroach has succeeded in its dying attempt to stop my complaints.

oh one more thing, deborah and hairianto and alton and i have just decided to give the minidragonboat event a miss. as if this should be of any surprise. heh.

logging off.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。