a break from mugging VI

currently listening to: Nothing [Turning In Soon]

i think that last-minute studying is absolutely necessary.
but it's weird when you find yourself suddenly forgetting all the formulas when you have done them with much ease just 2 days ago.

and this makes you panick.
like, REALLY panick.

after doing much math at the expense of GP revision (totally),
i hereby conclude that i am terrible at math.
please don't roll your eyes. i am very demoralised right now.
and this means that i shall be having an extremely hard time tomorrow.
in a small and enclosed and crowded classroom sumore. grr.

GP is the first thing tomorrow.
which i don't think is exactly a very good arrangement cuz... most of us will only be half-awake at 8am in the morning.
and how do you produce a decent essay when you can't even keep yourself awake.

and if you've got a constitution like me, you'll most probably find yourself running to the toilets in search of clean toilet seats and fresh supplies of toilet paper in order to rid yourself of your pain. all these while you getting cramps everywhere, and then you'll be developing more cramps after you finish writing your long long long essays.

horrible horrible feeling.

HAIII. *long sigh*
it's getting tough.

okay enough crap i should go to sleep.
nightmare will be half over by the end of tomorrow.
i should rejoice.

at least for a while.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。