back from alvernia

currently listening to: Trial [w-inds.]

totally exhausted.
i didn't manage to do my history outline!
i didn't manage to do any work as a matter of fact.
and now it's almost 12am.
i don't think i can work on an history essay with my state of mind right now.
i'll end up writing crap.

umm.. i finally did my econs mcq test today.
i'm pretty sure that i'll flunk it cuz there wasn't any studying at all.
whatever i did was based on fragments that i remembered from revision for the previous econs essay test.
and apparently from today's experience i can assure you that i don't have a good memory.

and something really grrrr happened today.
we were suppose to come up with some 'moral story' thingy for CLA.
kind of like the story about the hare and the tortoise racing against each other and the tortoise won because the hare was much too over-confident.
so we were suppose to come up with a story along these lines; a story with a moral behind it.
and i really thought our group did a nice one with our banana and the skin story.
but he rejected it outright!!
i mean, it was much much better than his 鸡吃狗屎爬更高 story.
and i read the banana and the skin story somewhere before! it's legitimate okay!
and he's telling me it's crap??

*clenches fist*

i just logged on to tpjc.net.
NAPFA IS NEXT WEEEK!!!! *shrieks*
how can it be so soon??
i haven't been doing any training at all.
cutting slacks during PE didn't really help much.
i can't run for nuts.
i cannot jump far enough to reach a C.
i cannot pull my butt high enough for my chin to touch the bar.
i don't think i can shuttle-run in 13 seconds even.
how to pass napfa liddat?!

maybe i'll just go down to the park everyday to catch up.
i mean there's only 5 days left.
i'm gonna do whatever i can to build myself up.
i just hope that my determination pulls through.
i'm not known for having a high level of perseverance you know.

okay times like this i wish i have a permanent MC.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。