currently listening to: Jounetsu [Tokyo Underground]

i am currently showering my computer with hugs and kisses-- it's finally back~

and it's the 3rd of February today, which means i'm survived 1 month in ACJC!! *whistles*clap*clap*clap*

maybe life in ACJC isn't all that hard to endure, especially now that i'm a little more closer to my classmates. but still, i can't wait to get out of there. is it the distance that's the problem? is it because the people in ACJC are so very different from me and what i am used to? is it because of the extremely tough PE lessons? or is it simply because of my longing to be around those whom i love?

i guess i know =)

sometimes loneliness occurs when you least expect it to. just walking from class to the toilet alone. or getting down from the car and walking to the school hall alone. or walking to the mrt station alone. these are all very common situations where one is alone one time or another but in foreign surroundings, it's different. it's even more scary, frightening, intimidating. esspecially when you realize that your closest friends are 15 mrt stops away from you and the friends back there in class only share a 1-month old relationship with you.

but actually my classmates are not bad a bunch of people. our class is basically super slack. we try ways and means to skip school and pe lessons and all that. highest record? 6 people skipped school, 5 people skipped PE, leaving 6 'healthy' for the legendary physical 'education' in ACJC on that fateful tuesday. and i was one of the 6 healthy ones. *aching limbs*sobx*

we share the same views about all our teachers-- marhaini being super strict with everyone else except for our class, SEA history teacher Ms Ng being a b*ahem and that she is super super fierce, chinese teacher Mrs Tan being the most boring teacher but also the most entertaining one since we always get to 'bully' her during lessons, international History lecturer Mr Ngoei being the most interesting and entertaining teacher that we are all greiving that he's not our i.history tutor. etc etc etc.

and i think we must be the quietest Arts class in ACJC JC1. we keep our golden mouths shut most of the time, especially during chinese lessons. the teacher has to repeat and repeat and repeat before someone actually answers and we all get interested in the topic. well, only a little more interested. told you we were slack~

and precisely because that's the nature of our class, i've become the so-called 'hardworking girl' cuz i complete all my homework and hand them in on time erm, most of the time. there's a difference between 'completing homework on time' and 'hardworking'!

but homework's really a killer. i've been working up to 10pm or 11pm continuously just to finish them off. *sobx* maybe JC's not exactly the type of place i wanna be in. hmm...

anyway tomorrow i'm gonna meet the 4E5 people to celebrate Lin laoshi's birthday!!! i'm so looking forward to it~~~ lalalala~~~~~

but not the 4 periods of Economics before that though. argh!!!the thought of it makes me wanna skip school!!!

xinwei, i'm declaring once again that i'm envious. *sobx*

oh!!! w-inds. coming up with ANOTHER SINGLE!!!! *wahahahah* can't wait... i can't wait!!! and i read somewhere that keita is still in love with his first love!! oh man, what a faithful guy. being a star and receiving so much attention yet he still likes the girl from his elementary school?? it's been like 8 years already and it's still the same person that he never got to tell his feelings to though so much has changed.

but i can understand. =)

i heard soccer training in that JC is 5 days a week! so that means it's everyday. wow, all this effort just to stay on in that school. maybe he'll change his mind and join TJC or even TPJC or MJC instead!!! *jumps for joy*

ok, wishful thinking on my part. he's so obsessed with soccer that he probably won't mind the tough training. and even if he does, TJC's the next choice isn't it?? i have no chance. *sobx* so sad.

ok, friday at ACJC is gonna be super tough and i need lots of R&R to tide me over. and i haven't finished my Econs tutorial too!! i'm SO dead.

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