currently listening to: Sepia no Hi [Cardcaptor Sakura]

i have absolutely NO idea of what to do about the class T, and this is bad. maybe i shouldn't take it so hard since there are still others designing the T as well. just feel that i should really try to come up with something *bu gan xin-ing*. must come out with a design even if it's the worst design on earth!!!!!!!!!

ok, i shall work on it after i have finished typing this entry.

because i wa distracted from my fnn project so many times when i try to write this blog while working on it at the same time, i decided today that i shall finish my fnn project before i blog, and i did it!!! *wahahahahaa* it does help me to concentrate more on the project. wish it was the same with my homework though.

oh and i got stuck with a maths problem early in the morning today. felt a little embarrassed because while alrina and jiehui was trying to make me understand the solution, i couldn't get it even though they've repeated upteen times. the fact that they had to draw a model (yes, the one you draw when you were solving your maths problem sums in Primary3/4) before i could understand what they were trying to say, proves that i am a complete maths IDIOT. they were practically shouting the solution into my ear (without self-realisation but i don't blame them) and i still couldn't get it.

sigh, how depressing....

MUST WORK HARD!!

oh, and xinwei came down with a really bad case of cramp today. went home halfway and managed to skip PIKACHOO's lesson. is this what they call a blessing in disguise?? anyway, she looked really bad and vomitted the medicine that i gave her (suppose to ease the cramp). a little puzzled because cramps and vomit don't seem to go together, if you know what i mean. just called her and was informed that she did NOT see a doctor. *stunned* i would have got myself an M/C if i were in her state.

other than that, today can't be considered a good day either. did not bring lots of books to school and had to share most of them, only to find that pipi did not have her notes as well!! just when we were in a frenzy, marilene graciously lent us her notes and shared with stefanie and co. instead. felt really grateful.

due to events that took place today, i decided to bring EVERYTHING to school tomorrow. well, almost everything. my 'aimed-to-be-used-for-10-years'bag can't take the pressure. (pardon the poor english. i can't think of any word)

all through the various lessons that i had today, i kept thinkng of the class T and how to design it. i guess it kinda came through to me that we are one of the last classes to come up with it and we should really start to work on it already. but i should just take it easy. it's in power of my mind!! to myself: relax LAR!!!! *hits myself on the head*

oh and the best thing that happened today was that i managed to survive half the day WITHOUT EATING!!!!!! *wahahahaha*

and for your information, i did not stuff myself with food after that. *proud-ing*

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。