2015.
currently listening to: Nothing [Nothing]

2014 was possibly the worst year i've ever had.
honestly, i'm still not sure if i'm out of it yet.
life is just one damn thing after another.

it's frustrating why we can never be truly happy.
just when i thought everything was back on track, things have to hit like a thunderstorm.
how should i move on, i wonder.

it seems happiness is brief, and fleeting.
it could be a matter of perception, but it is how i think.
until i can let go someday.

these days, i'm beginning to understand.
i've been so caught up with the past, i'm not living in the present, much less for the future.
i've been too reliant on those who have passed, but there is really nothing they can do so it will always be just up to me.
this is a life i can't live for the past nor for those who will never be with me.

nostalgia feels good, but that should be as far as it goes.

hello, 2015.
i pray you be kind to me.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。