akazukin chacha currently listening to: Baby Don't Cry [Daesung]
this was when we would rush home and fight for the small table to have lunch in front of the tv.
it's quite amazing how this series still manages to amuse me 15 years later.
alright, now to start on that @!*&!3# research paper again.
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Sunday, February 19, 2012
10:12 PM
i'm flying so high~ currently listening to: Fly High [w-inds.]
*flails around*
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Friday, February 17, 2012
4:33 PM
just log on and... currently listening to: Nothing [Yep]
i think this is too cool.
concept win.
the chosun-inspired hat (scooby, no?), that chained-up ice throne, the manga-like wisp of hair... and no i don't wanna talk about the jacket.
dumb-struck.
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Monday, February 06, 2012
12:33 AM
hrmm. currently listening to: Fly High [w-inds.]
youth is when you have the luxury of being able to turn around halfway down the path you'd already chosen.
and the end of it is when you come back to the crossroads and realise that there aren't many paths to choose from anymore.
i've been amazingly blessed with opportunities, though they may not be the ones i was looking for. but i've been down the road once too many times to understand that the perfect path simply does not exist. beyond that talk about dreams is the sad existence of reality. but beyond reality is the authentic taste of life and the paradox of its unpredictability. if i can turn every single emotion into an item, i'd probably be able to better appreciate the calm that came after the storm.
sadly though, my memory often fails me. most times i'm perfectly happy with this - because the painful things don't stay (and the happy things will never go stale). but when i try to be all pensieve for that critical decision in life, i'd end up having a hard time recollecting what exactly happened back then. increasingly, i feel like the bad stuff are filtered and swept under the carpet for a cleaning that would probably always come at an inopportune time - but that's for another day.
perhaps i'm just being too single-minded about this. after all, there are many ways to rome. is it better to be left behind, or to make compromises just to keep up with the others? the answer is clear. i want to take my time, but i can't live with the possibility that i may be wasting my time trying to find an answer. the uncertainty would kill off all my aspirations and i'd be reduced to just someone drifting on in life just to stay in the race.
