how should i start.
currently listening to: Nothing [Nothing]

like a broken record, i ask myself everyday.
what am i doing with my life?
i can't even blog properly anymore, that's what.

the continuous process of hating yourself but not making the change, the nagging feeling that something is very wrong yet the heart finds ways and means to avoid it, the recognition that you cannot live with yourself but you simply don't know what to do.

the emotions are so jumbled that despite being a comms major, i can't find the proper words to express myself.

i just can't.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。