you know what.
currently listening to: Grey's Anatomy [Season 7]

let's be happy.
i know happy.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

5:51 PM

this is the time when reality hits again.
currently listening to: You Won't Answer the Phone [2AM]

quoting wenjing on fresh graduates in our industry: "money and experience are inversely proportionate."

sad? well, i'll have you know that i already removed an even more depressing part of her quote.

i always knew that our industry didn't pay well, but i never thought it might be that bad. the fact that i simply refuse to go into government jobs doesn't help either. it's depressing when you hang out with friends who earn $3k a month as a fresh grad (yes you, i'm talking about you) and my pay offers are like 花生.

but well, local entertainment is only so big. although i do need to earn more money right now, the thought of slogging over jobs i'm barely interested in turns me off. i know i won't be able to live it down if i don't at least have a go at what i've been striving for. though circumstances have changed, i think my father would be even more annoyed if i gave up at this point.

so i have a dream that needs fulfilled, and money talks only after that.
now pray that my pay expectations haven't turned them off.
cuz if it did, i'm either going government or joining regina in her high-flier dreams so my desire to have an annual japan r&r will actually come true.

... no really.

just a side note, i wanted to blog about my chill trip to taiwan and japan before i even thought of making this rant post. but alas, the thought of having to spend long hours uploading and resizing photos had me putting it off until now. but no worries, i shall have it up er, someday.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。