好不好继续.
currently listening to: 当冬夜渐暖 [孙燕姿]

什么都不想做的晚上,
发现每个人都有悲伤.
拆了包装后的礼物,
更让人开心吧?

有什么很简单.
有什么很美满.
不管是谁都有致命伤.
都有瞬间崩溃的秘方.

当心已被悲伤侵占,
世界总有些不一样.
虽然落寞也不习惯,
但很多事都不该恢复原状.

失去, 也不过只是悲伤.
那只是代表快乐不再那么简单.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Sunday, March 06, 2011

2:39 AM

for this is life.
currently listening to: The TV [Triumph in the Skies]

life can change in the blink of an eye.

there are times i feel like nothing has changed.
but reality is not as kind as to spare me that moment of relief.
i'm weary, but it doesn't stop here.
far from it.

i'm terrified at the thought of what i might become.
at the amount of regrets that i'd have accumulated when it's time.
whenever i start, these emotions come like tidal waves.
do i really know what's waiting?

and then there's one thought that really breaks me.
am i more devastated over the things i will lose than the things i have lost?
i don't know my priorities anymore.

Sarojini Naidu:
Till ye have battled with great grief and fears,
And borne the conflict of dream-shattering years,
Wounded with fierce desire and worn with strife,
Children, ye have not lived: for this is life.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。