like how it was at "the end of days".
currently listening to: The TV [Channel 8]

"7 working days left."
a colleague was telling me that i shouldn't do my countdown so blatantly.
which left me thinking why i had to stress this in the first place.

it's really a mix of relief and reluctance.

relief because i'm getting away from the tiring 'get-chased-up-and-down' and complex 'how-should-i-phrase-my-words' shenenigans (which i also believe is the cause of my very first strand of white hair).

reluctance because i could have done better but my time is up.
just when i am getting chummier with the producers too :(
and i haven't learnt enough from some of the most amazing people i've ever met.

oh well, you've only got so much time in life.
now let me just tie up the loose ends and hand this over.
tomorrow's waiting.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。