i say, let me count the ways.
currently listening to: With You [Chris Brown]



woahhh.

keita in jidaigeki! wow. just totally.

if you were to ask me why i have a 9-year fixation on this guy and his bandmates, i'd honestly find it hard to answer. they are not perfect; he is not perfect. he always does things that surprises me, pleasantly or not, and then throws me totally off balance such that i struggle to find a whole new equilibrium that'd make me look and think further. he is so full of optimism and drive and dreams and all that makes my youthful pursuits seem justifiable, until i get a hard hit with reality and the entire process repeats itself again.

but he never, never, never gives up.
so somehow, he never fails to make me smile.



i'm talking like a crazy fangirl again.
oh well. i admit that i am obsessed.
while i'm still struggling to overcome decay during internship, it seems like he's so productive all of a sudden.
いいなぁ.

i should work harder too:)

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。