ahoy.
currently listening to: TV [Thomas Ong on Channel U]

2009.



perhaps the one good thing about having a fuzzy memory is that everything seems to have happened this year.

my brain is so flooded with events that i can't quite put a date on.
makes me feel like i really did so much this year.
maybe i did? hmmm.

in summary.
it's all about having all your weaknesses and limitations thrown into your face so you get all clammy about what you aren't.
it's about counting your friends and wondering what ever happened to all the acquaintances (facebook really makes you think).
it's about dealing with yourself over and over again to figure out what is it that you should do so you can truly be happy with yourself.

in life, you're constantly trying to find the strength to move on.
it could get better with the right mindset.
ah heck, i'm sure it will get better.

so congrats for surviving 2009 and here's to 2010.
*pats everyone on the back*

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Sunday, December 06, 2009

7:33 PM

of dreams and reality.
currently listening to: EVERY [Hoshimura Mai]



because i really hope that we can live our dreams.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Thursday, December 03, 2009

9:36 PM

dinner with juliana and regina.
currently listening to: How Far You've Come [Keri Noble]

today, the future scares me.

it's scary to think of what will happen after 7 years when juliana's back from US.
i'm already scared of everything that's happening now.
so much more than i did a few years back when tingxu left.

today, i feel very very uneasy.

but life goes on.

and i'll grow up.

and one day, i'll look back and maybe then all my questions will have their answers.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。