i need to save myself.
currently listening to: Fire [2NE1]

when you're so lazy you can't even find the motivation to write your resume despite the fact that you kind of need a job, you know there's a problem.

and yes that's yours truly two and a half weeks into the holidays.

i wonder why i'm allowing myself to repeat the same routine and the same rants every time the holidays come along. life thus far has been peaceful, and over-ly so if i should say so, to the point that i'm kinda impressed by my ability to find things to occupy my time when there really isn't much to do.

my otaku spirit is revisiting and i've spent much time watching kyou kara maou that i never thought i would watch. it totally turned me off years ago when i was told that the story started with the hero being flushed down the toilet bowl. what kind of a stupid plot is that?! according to my brother, the show is a yaoi fest that i vaguely recall judy mentioning before so i thought it'd be dismissed it from my life forever.

but you know, things happen and i kinda chiong-ed through 78 episodes in 3 days. surprisingly it's kinda nice with all the politics and characterisations. the yaoi hints are really just for comic effect and made into a storm by fans of the series i would say (which reminds me of tvxq if you get what i mean). there's still a season 3 that i'm currently watching but it isn't that exciting so progress has been slow and i can feel my otaku spirit waving byebye already.

and thus i'm back to having nothing to do again.

just write your resume, xinyi, just write it.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。