another kind of horror.
currently listening to: Nothing [Too Spooky Maybe]

i can't believe reading my grades is as bad as watching a horror movie.

the clock strikes 12 and a realisation strikes my heart.

"...oh no. oh god." i mumbled to myself.

with trembling hands i reached out for the mousepad to log on to student link, only to withdraw my fingers hastily the moment they touched it.

should i, or should i not? maybe i should just turn around and dart into my blanket and wait for day break...

but damn, i just have to find out what's in there.

so i crept stealthily to my laptop once again, eyeing it with distrust, with FEAR, like some tiger would jump out from it and pounce on me any second.

i took a deep breath, and clicked. it took its time to load while i covered my face with my hands, leaving only a small gap enough to eye the cursor with the loading icon beside it.

"what could they be. my god, what is it?!" so many thoughts were running through my mind as i stared at the cursor in desperation.

INTERNET EXPLORER CANNOT DISPLAY THE WEBPAGE.

what the *tooot*??!! not now!!

i clicked the refresh button hurriedly. nothing happens. i hit it repeatedly in anger and suddenly there was a flash on the screen that i knew too well and...

"YARGHHHHH!!!" i shrieked and my hands flew to my face again and i raised my knees to my face as well.

i stayed like that for a few seconds, balancing myself on the bed with just my butt because everything else was in front of my face.

then i felt like an idiot.

and i hadn't even read my results.

-_-"

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。