no more, not in another 5 months.
currently listening to: Aesthetic [I Dunno Her Name]

COM231 was a disaster that i really should have S/U-ed. HS102 was depressing and i'm still rather pissed about the B- for my essay. BS804 (TCM) was slightly more encouraging. i didn't know what i was writing for COM207 and i can't even remember the questions anymore (until the very end i still dunno what theories i actually managed to get into my head). COM257 was brain-draining and i couldn't think straight largely due to lack of sleep the day before. and finally i nearly got my hand paralysed while chiong-ing for HA305 on the very same day. in short....

the exams are finally over.

and 3/4 of all my notes are in the rubbish dump already.
a result of my enthusiastic spring-clean efforts today.
man did i enjoy dumping them.

while in revision "confinement", "一日不见如隔三秋" became "一日读书如困三年" for me.

i have aged.

yes, figuratively and literally.
because i spent my 20th birthday studying media effects.
there goes the "1-" header i was always so fond of.
and here comes the big 2.
just like that. like that.

haii. what to do.
still, thanks many for the birthday wishes and encouragement:)
and please take note that i'm forever 19.
MUAHA, MUAHA, MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

and finally.
not everyone would be able to heave a sigh of relief after the exams.
but if you have tried. and i mean tried to the very best of your efforts.
it's okay.

but if you know you haven't, or if you should be in denial.
you should know that you're the only one who can save yourself.

no idea what i'm talking about right!?
MUAHAHA. shhh.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。