想要的生活怎么有一百种？
currently listening to: 100种生活 [卢广仲]

haiya. i'm being abducted by cyberspace once again and leaving revision untouched as it was, is, and probably will be.

don't you just hate these excessive moments of self-indulgence.

okay. well.
maybe i'm more detestful of the excessive anxiety about revision per se.

i was talking to a friend when something came to mind.

struggles are a result of uncertainty about the future. and so if you know what the end will be like, you'd be unshackled from all the whatnots wouldn't you. much as death is the form that this 'end' takes in many instances... i don't think it necessarily amounts to the worst ending possible.

no i'm not suicidal ya. it doesn't work for suicidees.

and yes, the above is just to prove that i'm indeed engaged in constant self-reflection about life.

okays, it's late and i shall give up revision for the sake of a better attempt tomorrow.
which usually doesn't work out but oh wells.
gear up for tomorrow.
since it's gonna be.. *takes a deep breath* a rather akward day after all.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。