daleela~ currently listening to: Everyday [w-inds.]
i rarely bitch, and i'm not going to.
so thank god, really, that some people are really not worthy of my time.
anyways, to take my mind off the *toot* things and people that i've encountered this week, i embarked on an intensive bout of youtube-ing and w-inds.-ing last night. thank god, again, for the better things in life :))
okay fine, it was an excuse to get out of revision.
keita's new love:
AND THE NEW PV FOR w-inds' NEW SINGLE IS OUT!!! at least, the live version of everyday is out. EVERYDAY FUTARI DE~~ a ballad number~~ much loves:))
i think there's gonna be another version on another song ne!!! life is treating me too well. BWAHAHAHAHA.
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Thursday, October 23, 2008
11:51 PM
想要的生活怎么有一百种? currently listening to: 100种生活 [卢广仲]
haiya. i'm being abducted by cyberspace once again and leaving revision untouched as it was, is, and probably will be.
don't you just hate these excessive moments of self-indulgence.
okay. well. maybe i'm more detestful of the excessive anxiety about revision per se.
i was talking to a friend when something came to mind.
struggles are a result of uncertainty about the future. and so if you know what the end will be like, you'd be unshackled from all the whatnots wouldn't you. much as death is the form that this 'end' takes in many instances... i don't think it necessarily amounts to the worst ending possible.
no i'm not suicidal ya. it doesn't work for suicidees.
and yes, the above is just to prove that i'm indeed engaged in constant self-reflection about life.
okays, it's late and i shall give up revision for the sake of a better attempt tomorrow. which usually doesn't work out but oh wells. gear up for tomorrow. since it's gonna be.. *takes a deep breath* a rather akward day after all.
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Thursday, October 09, 2008
9:16 PM
goodbye to you, my trusted friend. currently listening to: I'm Yours [Jason Mraz]
it's hard to believe that you're gone.
5 years and we've never been apart.
i thought it was forever...
we fought one battle after another...
be it in joy or sadness, we faced everything together.
i can't imagine how i could have made it through without you.
5 years.
and now you choose to leave me?
i'd rather think you're dead than imagine you with someone else.
don't laugh! i've had it for all of my major exams lor!! it's only second to my 金箍棒 eraser in length of service lor. i'm mortified.
if found, please return. (notice the white strip across the cover.)
*sigh* *drags myself back to the books*
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Monday, October 06, 2008
1:43 AM
get over it buddeh. currently listening to: I'm Yours [Jason Mraz]
haiya, enough of the emo-ing. i've had enough of myself.
i'm just dragging myself down with myself lor, seriously.
like come one lah, you gotta be more decisive. can't let mood swings get the better of you. you're suppose to control your mood, not the other way round leh!
*smacks myself on the head*
anyways, something i found wayyy back that managed to put a big smile on my face then. didn't upload it for some reason. prolly too busy emo-ing after that. grrr.
i really like it when he smiles like that. not just 'smile' smile but a smile like that :)
oh eh, first row, second from right, blue vest, keita <3