what you get at anti-u.
currently listening to: None [Verge of Cursing the Day Away]

if there's any undergrad who can perform permutations at the back of his hand, it's gotta be the NTU undergrad.

when it's a matter of survival, even the dumbest math-illiterate person has to learn the tricks of the trade-- sometimes in the hard way like yours truly.

and if there's any undergrad who can live up to the very essence of kiasu-ism, it's gotta be the NTU undergrad too.

it doesn't matter if you're a non-Singaporean. kiasu-ism has been, and has long been, an international trait so you'd be so very shallow if you think it belongs solely to Singapore.

BUT IF YOU'RE IN NTU...

let's just say that you might very well graduate with an honors for it.

... along with a minor in Fastest Fingers.

the secret manual?

it's in the STARS.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Saturday, June 21, 2008

3:43 PM

counting the seconds.
currently listening to: What Will I Do [Cagnat]

this calls for a moment of reflection.

i ought to be paying back what i owe.

and i ought to be a tad more responsible for my life already.

like i read somewhere:

"they can't control my life."

whatever "they" might be.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

11:46 PM

...
currently listening to: NONE [NO LIFE]


*takes in a huge breath*
















ROT...



















TING...




















AT...
















HOOOOOMMMME....
















!!!




















*drops dead*

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Monday, June 09, 2008

2:14 AM

i shall get things done.
currently listening to: Kotoba wa Iranai [TVXQ]

okay.
there's alot of stuff i ought to be doing already.
procrastination has been in the way.

24 hours have always seem to be insufficient.
then recently i realised...

that's probably because i've been sleeping too much.

taking the holidays for granted, totally, that i'm just wasting it away like nobody's business.

but before everything else, the purchase of a few sturdy alarm clocks is in order.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

12:04 AM

怎么会这样啊。
currently listening to: Beautiful Life [TVXQ]

*叹气*

我知道世界上有很多我没见识过的事。。。

但这也太帅了吧?!?!



*shakes head*

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Friday, June 06, 2008

12:31 AM

worthy of happiness.
currently listening to: Till They Take My Heart Away [Kyla]



以前我好像也说过。
金在中是个很有资格得到幸福的人。
虽然也不算是他的歌迷，但还是这么认为。

加油加油！
我也一样=）

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Thursday, June 05, 2008

12:03 AM

tagged.
currently listening to: Wae [Napoleon Dynamite]

really, i didn't want to, but since i was tagged by a friend i can't refuse... here goes:


1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

just let it go. but after a period of wallowing in self-pity, of course. hahaha.


#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?

i'd dream for more dreams to come true. HAHAHA.

eh, realistically... to become what i hope to become, creating dreams and motivation for people.

#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?

RIGHT BESIDE W-INDS. !!!!!
BWAHAHAA.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

have always been.

#5. What's your ideal lover like?

he must like hippos. BWAHHAA.

gentlemanly, with astounding determination, and he shouldn't be crying more than i do. i like people who give their best to realise their dreams.

but who said lovers must be ideal?

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

loving someone, lah.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

errrr. this is a very strange question.
as long as it takes, of course. -_-

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

liddat lor.
i'd probably like him better that way too.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

TONS of stuff.

fact that i don't have job lobangs, fact that i'm not keeping to the schedule i drew up weeks ago, fact that i have to design and source for so many things, fact that i still don't dare to drive to tampines mall on my own, fact that i'm getting fatter, fact that i don't have enough money, fact that okita-sama has to die, blah blah blah blah.....

but no major stuff lah. i'm a happy girl:))

#10. What do you want most in life?

satisfaction.

#11. Is being tagged fun?

errrr. kind of..... not very fun. hahahaha.


#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?

still struggling to get things right, but nonetheless, more determined than how i am now.

#13. Who is the current most important person to you?

family.

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

aboo is an adventurous spirit in the disguise of a guai-guai-at-home girl. but she really wants contentment more adventure. she's exploring her options, trying seek out her ultimate paradise. somewhere that's free from the hustle and bustle of city life, from strife, from conventional worries (sounds like a nun hor). and once she sets her mind on someplace, you know it's a goodbye that you can never prevent. but there's every chance that she might procrastinate though, hahahha.

she measures quality of life in a different way lah.

and she's a lot stronger than i thought she was too :)

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?

single and rich!
but single could mean attached though, BWAHAHAHAHAHA.

#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?

pet?? erm. maybe a dog.
oh or maybe a hippo.
hahaha.

#17. What are one of those things which you would prefer not to do?

anything that involves a chain reaction of trouble.

or forcing myself to socialise.

or doing things that make me regret and feel guilty for a looong time.
which usually happens.

#18. What kind of person do you think you are?

a very weak person.

#19. What do you define as a bad day?

when i do things stated in qn 17.

#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be?

friendship!


oh anyways, am i suppose to tag someone again?
then it shall be TINGXU THE TISSUE BARNEY who hasn't updated her blog in a million years.

MUST DO AR!
*waves fist threateningly*

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

6:23 PM

just a smile.
currently listening to: Till They Take My Heart Away [Kyla]

a little while ago. a moment.
a few days ago. a dream.

i don't think any other kind of guy could appeal to me again.

much as he is totally reclusive.
much as he always saves on words.
much as he tries to stay away from attention.
i just can't help but notice.

a lingering thought.

and then i thought i recalled something.
something that could really have made my day.
if i could relive that moment.
if i had taken a longer look.

but then things wouldn't be the same eh?

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。