urge to buy CDs.
currently listening to: Beautiful Life [w-inds.]

i often wonder how anyone can stand posting an evaluative post spanning paragraphs and paragraphs on a single supposedly BIG issue.

my blog has served the simple purpose of an outlet for any feelings i suppress.
even though it often leads to people psycho-analysing me, which i really can't stand.

but people use their blogs to advocate and evaluate.
like they are writing essays for competitions.
so many so many people of so many so many topics.
like writing essays for exams aren't enough and they just had to find more to busy themselves with.

i used to be annoyed.
then for a period i tried to mimic.
and then i realised it's just not me.

i'd rather spend my time on forums.
this blog, shall be reserved for my emotions.
pretty much the only one i have.

label me shallow.
see you at the forums.

or perhaps, another blog?

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。