那就这样吧。
currently listening to: Nothing [Music Doesn't Work Anymore Either]

a series of unfortunate events.

there was a breakdown.

then another.

i am too high-strung, they say.

my tears fall down much more easily than i thought they could.

i have an encouraging family.

i have understanding friends.

those were minor stuff.

those that will be coming are likely to be less of a big deal too.

but i am angry with myself.

i am disappointed with myself.

i am disgusted with myself.

that's why it's hard to keep it back.

i wanted to make them proud.

i intended to make it all worth it.

but i'm not supergirl.

i'm not even her sidekick.

motivation does not work anymore.

i'm not meant for the big stuff.

so.

let it be.

let it be.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。