i wanna fly over time... or do i.
currently listening to: Kiss the Rain [Instrumental]

had dinner with tingxu today.
as usual we were talking about her departure.

and then she asked jokingly:
"so are you sad that i'm leaving?"
"a bit lah."

maybe it was because i was riding the bus alone after she got off.
i realised we had never stopped talking about her departure.
and then i felt it.

the significance of departure, what it meant.
not that there won't be reunions, but departure would mean alot.
change, independence, time, distance.
so i'm not just "a bit lah" sad.
it's more than that, along with an element of unease.

you know where we're headed?
cuz i really don't.

anyways, to hong kong on saturday, back on thursday.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。