please don't ever wake me up.
currently listening to: Baby Don't Cry [Amuro Namie]

man, i still think i'm dreaming.

i'm really still lost for words.

let me just express my happiness for a while before i lend my shoulders to the people who need me.

i told the whole world to leave me alone before i collected my results cuz i was rather convinced that i won't be getting anything good, and now for those who sincerely waited and really left me alone today...

i scored 3 As, 1 B, A2 for GP and A1 for AO Math.
and somehow became the top arts student in tpjc.
totally unexpected.

gosh, told you i still think i'm dreaming.

not like it's outrageously good i know, but it's really waayy beyond my expectations.
wayyyyyyyyy too much.

oh and when i spoke on stage today, i forgot to thank mrs ting!!!
the teacher who taught me the most stuff!!!
the teacher who made my A for economics possible!!!
the teacher whom i look forward to having her lessons!!!
and i forgot to thank her??
*slaps myself repeatedly*

THANKS MRS TING.
i shall tell the whole world that you're the best econs teacher around.

not like she'll ever see this but...
it makes me feel a little better.
*sheepish*

and chinese was a B.
can you believe it.
i can't believe it myself.
damn disappointed, wonder what mr henry low will say.

well, to sum it up,
economics was possible through hard work.
history was possible through practice.
ao math was possible through interest.
gp was possible through class discussions.
chinese was a major dissapointment.
literature was... i really dunno how it happened.
maybe it was the countless extra lectures we had.

but the teachers and 05A02 are really the reasons for it all lah.
i'm sure i would have failed GP if i wasn't in 05A02 and didn't have mrs toh as my GP tutor.

haii. so overwhelmed.
before i forgot this unbelievable moment in the days to come, let me just say it again:

sincere heartfelt thanks to mr gay, mrs ting, mdm yang, mrs toh, mr low, ms lee, ms lam, mr reynolds and mr dan for all the hard work put in to make me, or rather, us to all graduate without any tears of dissappointment.

and deepest gratitude to 05A02, especially my happy family, because this would not have been possible without any of you. you guys have not only given me so many fun memories in this arduous JC experience, but also helped me to achieve such results simply by being the loud, dynamic, hyper class that 05A02 is renowned for.

greatest appreciation to my family for putting up with my tantrums and deliberate isolation during the mugging period, and yet still tell me that they'll support me no matter how bad my grades are.


man, how i wished i had this script when i was stammering on stage just now.

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