a subtle feel of change
This Damned Love [Lee Soo Young]

i just have to make a quick post about this before an idiot comes home and invades my privacy again.

so i was with xinwei and tingxu chatting about the good old times today.
never stopped talking, on and on and on until it was time to go on separate ways again.
realised that other than the memories, we were talking alot about the future as well.
somehow it becomes more serious, less joking, and much more practical and realistic.
the stuff that happened around us, and the stuff that are going to happen.
kind of makes you scared, but still...

such is life.
i sound so old har.

and on the way home on the mrt with aboone something really funny happened.
i forgot that she's alighting at pasir ris.
so i got off at tampines expecting her to be behind me.
but when i turned around, no one was behind me!
so i started looking around, waited at a corner, feeling strange.
then it was only until i reached the barriers that i remembered that she's still on the mrt.
then i laughed like siao lah!
i didn't even say goodbye and was waiting there with the blur look on my face.
i laughed all the way from the station to the interchange, and was still laughing on the bus.
i was so afraid that the people around me would think that i'm crazy so i called aboo and said i have to talk to her on the phone otherwise people will really think i'm some woodbridge escapee.
apparently she was having a good laugh too.
i was laughing so hard with a red red face sumore.
met aidil on the way sumore!
laughed until i couldn't really carry out a conversation with him.
couldn't help myself.

i wonder why this always happens when i hang out with aboo.
*muahahhaha*

but still, the day ended on a serious note.
lalala... it's okay.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。