it's 24th november.

currently listening to: Grandma Chatting with Neighbour [In The Living Room]

it was with total blankness and surreality when i packed up the stacks of books and notes piled up on the dining table yesterday. we ended our last paper at 11am, 23rd november.

it stil feels kind of weird, knowing that you won't have to force yourself to study anymore. well, at least for another 6 months.. but it's enough liberation for 2 years of mugging. and now that the day is finally here, i'm just looking out of the window and wondering how life will proceed from here.

not like it's a major major turning point in life since we'll still be students mugging hard if we manage to get on to university, but it's undoubtedly another stage of life that we've cleared. a stage of life that many claim to be the worst in their entire academic journey, yet they can't deny that it is during this very stage that they start experience overwhelming change... and then to really understand themselves.

there's really something that came out of this entire JC experience. it might not necessarily be the happiest or the most memorable, but there's still this lingering attachment to the place where i've spent 2 years struggling with the intensive workload and stress... with my happy family and the rest of 05a02.

even if JC life is the most arduous stage of my life (for now), i have a reason to be nostalgic about it because of the jokes we've made, the boring lit classes that we've endured, the gossips that we shared, and the fact that we're always together crapping around. it's hard but...

to huichun, jingfang, lynette and biaodi:
thanks so much, and i really love you guys.

for the eye-candy times. for the spot-macey-and-tell-me times. for the 'wouldn't it be nice' vs 'what can i do' times. for the condemning hc's purple bag times. for the locking me up in the balcony with the hammock times. for the ransoming jf for 60cents times. for the short, black and fat GP lecture times... and especially for the times we had yesterday at settler's cafe. alot of these would be forgotten as time passes, but surely more will be created, more memorable ones as we add the years to our friendship.

i'm very long-winded. [duh... *throws shoe*]
can't seem to get back to the blogging mode after having being gone for so long.
but i have so much that i want to say!!!
*stares at computer and feels frustrated*

... blogger's block?

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。