save my brain save my brain.

currently listening to: Key to My Heart [Mai Kuraki]

mr brain is really overheating.

ms lam's literature lesson today made me really wanna mug for lit.
which is rare.
maybe i was traumatised by the crap mark i got for the lit essay.

so i was thinking that i'd prolly start on it the moment i got home.
the enthusiasm level was still there.

but.

i rested. i slacked. i watched tv. i snacked.
2 hours gone.

then literature felt like a drag all over again.

... is it just me or is it my environment.
maybe i should consider staying back in school on thursdays.

i am seriously fagged.
i know i've said this like a million times already.
but i am STILL fagged.

and when i'm tired i don't wanna do work.
and when i don't wanna do work i feel slack.
and when i feel slack i feel worthless.

well, at least this is how it's like during this A level period.

gosh i so regret not working harder in J1.

i'm starting to feel that 4 As and 2 AOs are really alot.
AO subjects are okay i think.
but if i work on all 4 As, i'll most prolly get all Cs for the A-levels.
not exactly comforting huh.

i'm so sick of feeling worthless and complaining about it.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。