blogging is pleasure-- randomness.

currently listening to: Colorful [Yamashita Tomohisa]

the Musical Synergy concert at VCH was an experience.
an experience of being in the limelight...
...carrying and arranging chairs in front of almost half the school's population and MP Mah Bow Tan.
and squatting in the VCH carpark and running frantically for carpark lots with our cones.

huahhh... not exactly glamorous huh.

all the while praying that macey's not at the concert.
god please please please tell me he wasn't there.

but like khai said, someone has to do the sk.
*weeps together with jingfang and khai*

"i should've just bought the tickets larr. kena cheated."

this is what you get when you try to be miserly and save on a $10-ticket.
5Cs: Coordinate Chairs, Cars and Cones for Concert. ie SK.
[derived together with lynette]

not an easy job i tell you.
we messed up quite a number of times.
um, sometimes it wasn't entirely our fault too.

anyways, it's over.
and i'll never be stingy with $10 ever again.

oh i'm doing volleyball this term!
it's been so long, and quite alot of painful memories too.
but i'm really enjoying the sport right now
it's like the highlight of every week.
even though i'm always hurting my hand after the sessions.

school's getting more 'school-like' recently.
i guess everyone's bugged by the A's.
i'm starting to feel like i can't make it again.
haii.

walking around in school is becoming a chore too.
cuz i'm always hoping that i'll see macey somewhere along the way.
i'm starting to think that i shouldn't be too greedy.
just count myself lucky if i see him.
but if i don't i shouldn't force it.
i have this funny feeling he's irritated.
either that or he's uncomfortable with it.
and that makes me uncomfortable too.

so even though i have only 54 days left.
i'm just gonna let it go and let nature take its course.
it's more of a delusion actually. i know it.
what's not meant to be will not be.
it's not good to always feel so disheartened as well.

perhaps fate has something else in store for me.

hmmmm.
guess i won't be blogging for quite a while.
unless i have extreme fluctuations in my mood.
mugging mugging mugging.
i wanna be even more muggy-ish lah.

counting down.
i have this many days left in JC ne.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。