you've ruined my day if you didn't know that.

currently listening to: 127 Day [KangTa & Vaness]

toots.
so damn angry now.

how long does it take to tick two names??
we already paid already too okays.
you expect me to seat there until you finish collecting money and ticked the names of ALL the J1s before you tick my name and i can finally leave??

hello?
ever heard of efficiency?
i have paid like since 2 weeks ago, and i only need you to tick my name so i can leave after i completed my responsibility to inform you that i've collected my shirt.

and what do i get in return?

*sits down beside XXX*
"hey XXX, we've paid and can you just tick our names so and i can leave already?"
".... " *looks around*
"... excuse me?"
"hey YYY can you come sit beside me and take care of the money? cuz nobody's watching it so..."
"....."
(i happen to be sitting beside XXX and right in front of the money)

okay so what now.
i sat there for so long just to want to kindly inform you that i've gotten my shirt so that there will be no complications in future.
but you simply just REFUSE to tick my name despite me asking so many times.
and then i also get this 'i-don't-trust-you' treatment in return.

fed up.
i just told one of them that i've collected our shirts.
then i left.

and what happened after that?

deborah collected her shirt because she thought i haven't collected it.
you asking me why?
... because our names weren't ticked.

see!!
i knew that this would happen okay.
i stayed there and told you so many times that i've collected our shirts and can you just tick our names.
but you didn't and so things become more troublesome and deborah had to go back just to return the shirt to you.

i mean, i'm not trying to be petty.
but first you refused to tick my name.
then you showed your 'lack of trust' in my integrity.
then you caused my friend inconvenience.
and you think i've all the time in the world?
to seat there and wait till all the J1s have paid and signed?
do you know how long that would take? and how messy it was?
to do that when i can just leave after taking merely 2 seconds of your precious time?

pissed.

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