'destressing' after the exams.

currently listening to: SCANDAL (Chinese) [KangTa & Vaness]

*wipes away sweat*

exams are finalleeeee over.

i'm so gonna screw my literature.
i already knew that since the PC paper yesterday.
paper 1 today sort of confirmed my thoughts.
i don't think i can even get an AO pass lah.
i gave such superficial arguments that i can't even force myself to recap.
bleahhh.

and i'm going to get another mediocre grade for history.
hopefully still a C, but the D grade does seems more fitting.
*sigh*

okay i'm not gonna wallow in despair yet until the results are out.
leaving the self-reproaching part to a few more days later.
erm, hopefully not tomorrow lah hor.

i think i should start making some firm resolutions already.
there's a need to fine-tune my life.
since it's kind of getting out of hand from my point of view.
especially when there's only 5 more months to THE 'A' exam.

things like...
` dutifully reading the newspapers everyday hopefully and TIME every week.
` working on at least 2 essays per week.
` finalising and coming to terms with my arguments for history.
` seriously start working on CLA.
` stop seating in front of the TV and snack my time away.
` stop being immune to the 3 alarm clocks ringing every morning.
` talking less and doing more.
` never stop working and mugging.
` modify and reduce my 12-hour sleep routine.
` restricting my time on the computer.
` stop being so ridiculously nervous when macey's around.
` WATCH KING & THE CLOWN ASAP.
` et cetera.

can't think anymore.

oh goody i think mise*sclusive moved to cineleisure!!
guess where my most frequent hangout will be now.
*muahahahas*

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。