no more mugging. at least for now.

currently listening to: Nothing [Turning In Soon]

hail! the day has finally arrived.
today is the day after the last day of exams!!!

*runs around the house excitedly while flinging econs math and cla notes all over the place*

okay i am now in a state of confusion.
i have so many things that i want to do during the holidays.
i can't seem to put them in order so they are just popping into my mind and floating around somewhere in my head and then reappearing some time later to make me even more confused.

but basically.. i just want to:
- slack and stare at the clouds
- shop and walk around somewhere anywhere
- watch all the dramas that were distracting me when i was trying to mug
- read some really good books and mangas
- buy lots and lots of stuff
- w-inds. my time away
- mug when i have the time
- drag all my friends out to chill

eh i think these shouldn't be hard to achieve. i hope.
i predict the biggest challenge would be the 'mug when i have the time' part.
please don't remind me about the literature and history papers after the holidays.
... well, at least don't do it for the first few days please. *begs*

*sigh*

so i finally satisfied my craving and had my fondue with michelle and hazel today.
and was so bloated that i could even afford to skip dinner. heh.
but ahhh~~~ satisfaction. *burps*

da vinci code was okay but i thought it just wasn't good enough.
maybe i expected too much after reading the book.
felt that the only things that held on were just the setting and plot itself.
okay now to make plans for X-MEN II, Poseidon, and MI3(somehow).
look at all the movies i've missed for mugging. *sobx*

hmmm.
i've logged on to tpjc.net and checked my hotmail inbox.
... there are so much stuff to do during the holidays.
what happened. i thought i'm suppose to mug.

okie wadever.
[people will be rolling their eyes at this phrase. hahaha.]

time for exam whines!

Economics:
the paper was okay, but i can't say the same for my answers. there's this feeling that i've left something really important out of all the essays, something that determines whether you can score or not. i was so drained after the first 2 essays that i couldn't recall anything for the last question. i stared at the strangely familiar question but i just couldn't remember the points for them so just plucked some random points out of my brain and miraculously compiled them into an essay somehow. my brain was literally overheating.

Chinese A:
i'm so totally gonna screw up for this paper. the fact that i totally despise the textbook doesn't really help much either. so i was just crapping away and giving my own ideas in response to the questions, which usually gets me a bad grade so i'm rather sure that i'm doomed for this paper. oh and did i mention my arm nearly came off after the exam? 3 torturous hours of writing one word after another for 5 short-answers and 3 long essays, all of these in a hot and stuffy room that made me sweat like toots. it's almost as bad as a history exam.

General Paper 1:
i thought i had it for the first part of the essay and i was taking my time to write it when i realised that i had only 1/2 hour left for my counter-argument so i kind of sped through it. higher speed=lower quality, because xinyi is unable to upgrade her productive capacity, so i'm predicting a 27 for my essay. and that's bad.

General Paper 2:
this is worse. the worst paper i've ever sat for. the questions, indirect. the summary, time-consuming. the AQ, bleh. it was about GM food, which i know absolutely nuts about since i was on MC when they had the Sci&Tech lecture. being an arts students does have its disadvantages. i bet the science students were breezing through it while i was panicking and sweating like some sick horse at the corner of the hall. hmphh. everything is gone for GP. and now i'm really worried about the School of Communications course that i'm aiming for in NTU.

Math:
the series of exams i had totally wore me out. when it finally came to math, i was having this annoying headache while i was attempting the paper, and it's agonizing because it gets even more painful when you try to solve the stupid math questions. i was so tempted to just lay on the table and sleep when i completed Section A. there were so many sums that i didn't manage to solve. fortunately my brain was functioning better after i completed the Probs and Stats questions, so i managed to figure out most of the questions that i had left blank in Section A. well, at least i think i figured them out. careless mistakes and basic misconceptions are gonna be the killers if i do fail this test.

okay so this is it for the first part of exams.
literature and history after the holidays.
meanwhile i'm gonna just slack some time away.

and did i mention!!!
i completed my othello essay long ago last saturday, and i forgot to bring it to school on friday the due date.
now mr reynolds is gonna fly off to UK and leaving my essay behind unmarked.
the essay will never get marked even if he returns after the holidays.
the essay that i painstakingly worked on till 2am at night.
.... *beats chest*slaps self*rolls around the floor in despair*
i am really really seriously very sad.

*walks away quietly*

oh and anyway i made a discovery. scientifically proven:
i get fatter under stress.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。