too many thoughts

currently listening to: Silence [And More Silence]


bwluahhh.

i'll be fine.
i just need some time that's all.
after i'm done thinking it'll be okay.
i just need some more determination and that's about it.
i only need to stick to my decisions and not let my mind wander about too much.
i will need to just hear my heart out more frequently.
it'll be over soon and then i won't feel so sad i guess.
it's nothing it's nothing.
i'll just get back to being me.
that wasn't me yeah.

but still i wish i had a little more courage. a little more perseverance. a little more faith.


sidetrack: it has always been you. nobody else. yes YOU.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。