dilemma

currently listening to: Jie Mao Wan Wan [Cyndi Wang]

my friends were already talking to her, i hurried over and nodded my head at whatever they said. she pointed at me and asked,

"you too?"
"yeah, probably."
"i can tell. you've been losing interest."

guilt and shame overwhelmed me. instantaneously. it makes me want to persevere, but again, i don't feel passion for it at all.

... dilemma. i want someone to tell me my future.

... let me make choices that i won't regret.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。