2 hours

currently listening to: Yakusoku no Kakera [w-inds.]

wahhh... 2 more hours!

ehh...
erm....
ahhh....

*trying hard to describe current feelings*

okie i am 'proud' to declare that i don't feel anything.
-_________-"

somehow this year's birthday don't seem to be as important to me as it was during the previous years.
i don't feel the excitement or anything.
it was only when i met deborah today and she gave me my present that i realise that my birthday's tomorrow.

i mean, i do remember it on and off throughout the year and especially during november.
but it feels exceptionally far away from me today.
somehow.

yeah okie so maybe i don't like to celebrate birthdays.
other than the presents part, i don't get the kick of being a year older or being able to finally watch certain movies with age-limits.
i don't even like having birthday parties for a start.

BUT I DO LIKE PRESENTS.
*sparking eyes*

heh...
wonder if this birthday will be any different from the others?
wonder how i will be spending the last few hours of my birthday tomorrow.

but i'm definitely sitting in front of the computer on the first minute of 22nov.
*nods head*


*wahahaaa*

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。