Tuesday, November 29, 2005
5:26 PM
hehh!!currently listening to: I Think I [Fullhouse] 
[星報11/28]]
w-inds. 領1500位歌迷撿垃圾
人氣偶像團體w-inds.帶頭環保果然效應驚人!w-inds.3位成員26日現身澀谷
參加清掃街道的環保活動,竟然吸引了1500位歌迷興奮的陪著他們撿垃圾。
由TOKYO FM每年發起的地球環境保護活動,今年邀請到w-inds.共襄盛舉,
3位成員一早就穿著輕鬆休閒服抵達澀谷,在簡單的活動開始宣告時,
橘慶太表示:「澀谷是我們街頭演唱時期經常表演的地點,
對我們而言就像出道的原點,很希望能讓它保持乾淨,請大家一起幫忙撿起地上的垃圾吧!」
經過w-inds.的登高一呼,因為他們的到訪而聚集的1500多位歌迷,立刻都熱烈響應開始主動幫忙掃街撿垃圾,當天活動總共清掃了2610公升量的垃圾,讓澀谷的街道頓時整潔不少。
除了參與環保活動愛護澀谷,w-inds.的另一項相關活動也在澀谷展開,
他們在澀谷的J-POP CAFE開始推出「w-inds. cafe」,期間限定販賣
3位成員各自設計的菜單,活動將持續到明年1月8日為止。

heh!!!!
真是越来越喜欢他们了ne~~!
*nods head*
*runs away to pick up rubbish*
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Saturday, November 26, 2005
10:07 PM
i can look at them all daycurrently listening to: The News [Channel 8]
kawaii!!=)))
*happy*happy*
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Thursday, November 24, 2005
10:21 PM
plaayycurrently listening to: Seishun no Amigo [Shuiji to Akira] okay today was a 'have-fun-all-day' day.
started out early in the morning with the mentor-mentee bonding activity at Tampines Sports Hall.
both aidil and afifah came!
everyone who was expected to turn up did come.
we had alot of fun!
except that i am still confused why how you actually keep track of badminton scores.
although our group (deb, aidil, afifah and me) didn't make it to the finals.
we had quite some fun during the training time.
i'm just a little worried about the sudden time-out i called for cuz it seemed to deprive aidil's time for playing.
awww... didn't think of it that way then.
i'm so super sorry!
i feel so bad.
must make it up to him on the next outing.
*nods head*
then the competition was over by noon and some of the mentors went for lunch at kfc.
talked about the next bonding activity but have yet to come to a conclusion yet.
it's ok we'll work that out.
=)
next we went for pool at kpool!
played for around an hour with the mentors.
i won a game!
not bad not bad.
wahahaaa.
but i also lost one though.
bah.
anyways after kpool deborah and me went for karaoke.
visited the one in bedok cuz it was so much cheaper than kbox.
we sang... and we sang... and we sang....
all the way till 6.30pm.
-______-"
i was quite shocked cuz i didn't realise that we stayed in there for so long.
i think it was close to 3 and a half hours?
both of us almost lost our voices when got out of the place.
oh and deborah spilled her drink.
caramel coffee i think it was called.
splat!
it got tangled with the mike.
wahahaa.
then we had to smuggle toilet paper out of the toilet to clean up the mess.
wonder if they'd charge us if they knew that we spilled coffee on their carpet.
=X
yep so allll the way from 9 in the morning till 7 in the evening.
even when i got back home i'm just staring at the computer screen till now.
play play play alll the waaayy~~
until the mail about the GP holiday homework appeared.
.....
reading logs.
and to think i was so happy about being able to escape.
turns out that everyone has to do it.
argh.
but i would say it came at this correct time too.
cuz i was thinking of settling down and working on the homework too.
yep. not a bad thing i guess.
now...
if only i can somehow manage to know every single detail in the gothic readings without reading them..
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Monday, November 21, 2005
10:11 PM
2 hourscurrently listening to: Yakusoku no Kakera [w-inds.] wahhh... 2 more hours!
ehh...
erm....
ahhh....
*trying hard to describe current feelings*
okie i am 'proud' to declare that i don't feel anything.
-_________-"
somehow this year's birthday don't seem to be as important to me as it was during the previous years.
i don't feel the excitement or anything.
it was only when i met deborah today and she gave me my present that i realise that my birthday's tomorrow.
i mean, i do remember it on and off throughout the year and especially during november.
but it feels exceptionally far away from me today.
somehow.
yeah okie so maybe i don't like to celebrate birthdays.
other than the presents part, i don't get the kick of being a year older or being able to finally watch certain movies with age-limits.
i don't even like having birthday parties for a start.
BUT I DO LIKE PRESENTS.
*sparking eyes*
heh...
wonder if this birthday will be any different from the others?
wonder how i will be spending the last few hours of my birthday tomorrow.
but i'm definitely sitting in front of the computer on the first minute of 22nov.
*nods head*
*wahahaaa*
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Sunday, November 20, 2005
10:52 PM
heh..currently listening to: Yakusoku no Kakera [w-inds.] heh...
was channel-surfing after i came home from a thc meeting today and i saw the mtv for a new drama series from taiwan.
it's actually the taiwan version of itazura na kiss!
wahhh... i can still remember the days when i glued myself to the telly every night to watch the japan version.
takashi kashiwabara (柏原崇) was really
this cute in the japan version lah!
and sato aiko (佐藤藍子) was really soo fitting for the role that i can just roll over laughing now when i think of her funny expressions.
but the taiwan version seems to be a little different though.
from the shots in the music video, Naoki doesn't seem to be as indifferent as he was in the japan version
but Kotoko is still as genki as usual. haha.
though i think i prefer the takashi kashiwabara version of Naoki,
i'm still dying to watch the taiwan version~~
wonder if the vcd's out already...
*hit by a sudden realisation*
NO!!!!
this means more
money!!!!!*tears out hair*
okie now i'm desperate.
-_____-"
-----------------
heh!!!currently listening to: Yakusoku no Kakera [w-inds.] YAKUSOKU NO KAKERA PV!!!!
FULL VERSION!!!!!
AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*screams for another 30 minutes*
okie i guess i jumped to conclusions too quickly.
though the dance resembles the one in kirei da,
this one is waaaay cooler and more complicated.
and oh they all look so cute!!!
*faints*
there's a storyline as usual (sounds funny cuz it wasn't 'usual' before Shiki)
it has a christmas theme, i guess.
so there's this girl (super pretty) in the PV who seems to be waiting for the guy she likes.
there's a present in her hand that she obviously wants to give to him.
but she waited and waited...
the guy didn't turn up.
heartbroken, the girl wanted to leave.
but she was stopped by this santa who was giving out balloons on the streets.
the santa wanted to give her a balloon too but she ignored him (poor santa).
as she turned around the santa tapped her on the shoulder.
then she turned around again and suddenly all the balloons flew up into the sky.
the santa then gave her a 'Christmas Live' ticket and left.
it turned out that ryuichi was the santa wor!
the concert was actually w-inds.' live performance,
where they performed their dance for yakusoku no kakera.
don't ask me what's happened to the girl.
she went to the live, saw the 3 of them dancing, then smiled to herself.
-- end --
hahahhaa.
i don't know why either but anyways the 3 of them look really cool in the PV!
okie i'm officially in love with their dance.
*sparkling eyes*
once more....
KAKKOI!!!!--------------------
hehehehehcurrently listening to: Yakusoku no Kakera [w-inds.] went out with huichun, jingfang and lynette last yesterday!!
to celebrate lynette and my birthday in advance.
ate at marche.
walked around heeren.
visited the mise s*clusive.
went kinokuniya.
stopped at tampines mall for beancurd.
enjoyable day!
especially the meal at marche.
*burps*
and thanks guys for your presents!!!
huichun got me a cute little chicken (soft toy hor) with a 'cheep' word sewn at the side.
jingfang got me a KAT-TUN calendar, w-inds.' poker cards and.....
THE HIPPO FROM TAMPINES MALL!!!!!
woooot~!!!
thanks!!!!
*hugs everybody*
---------------------
heh~~currently listening to: Yakusoku no Kakera [w-inds.] i finally completed HanaKimi!!!
all 23 books!!!
$150!!!!
out of my wallet and on my bookshelf!!!
heh....
hate it whenever i complete a series.
be it dorama, anime, manga or whatever.
but that's not the point.
the last chapter was really... *sobx*
but there seems to be something about the ending that i don't like.
it's a little fast, unbelievably simple and hassle-free.
i mean, the matter couldn't have been solved so easily!
in the real world i think it would have made it to the headlines and become one of the examples we use in our GP essays or something.
but again.
i can't think of a better ending.
with a story like that, this is really the best ending we can have.
and it's still quite touching, in a way.
when all the Ohsaka students turned up at the gate and sang the school song for Mizuki.
awwww.... *sobx*
okie so the story has ended.
although the drawing and storyline isn't the best
I REALLY ENJOYED IT!
i like this manga because....
i can't really say why.
maybe it's because it shows us exactly how far we can go if we ever have a crush on someone.
it went into things that such girls will only daydream of but never dare to do.
and that if we just do it, we can end up with a happy ending after all.
PLUS!
it's really super funny.
the way the group of friends joke around with each other.
the lame things they do which can still, surprisingly, be so funny.
as i went on with the series i realised that i wasn't attracted to mizuki's feelings
but more of how the story develops,
how every problem is resolved in the usual funny way,
and the itty bitty things that the students do.
you know you know.
all those nonsensical feeler episodes.
=)
guarantee high-quality entertainment!
*thumbs up*
oh and i like daiki kayashima =X
he's not the main character of the story.
but he's really so cute~
he can communicate with spirits and all those supernatural stuff.
and can even become friends with them such that they protect him from the snowballs during the snowfight, and the ball when the class plays dodgeball etc etc.
*wahaaaha*
suuuper funny, the way they all freak out when they see that the ball rebounces even when they try to hit him in the face.

and he can actually see everybody's 'spiritual aura'.
from the color of the aura he can tell if the person is feeling jealous or angry etc.
so he always gives a live broadcast of nakatsu's 'spiritual aura'.
which is especially funny since nakatsu's emotional upheavals are so frequent.
and he has his sweet side too~~
the way he's always there for nakatsu when he's rejected by mizuki.
and how he is finally able to accept friends due to nakatsu's encouragement.
awww.... kayashima-sama~~~
ahem. *blushes*
okie yeah so i finished the series.
feeling a little lost now since i've got nothing else to entertain myself with.
ahhh... maybe it's time i start on the homework....
errr.....
*thinks again*
maybe a few more days lah hor....
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Friday, November 18, 2005
12:27 AM
pondering...currently listening to: Pearl Dance [w-inds.] i think i may actually have very good mentees.
they do come for mentoring sessions, such that everytime i am there at least one of them would turn up (save for the last session).
and they do reply to my calls and messages.
and whenever there are events and i inform them they will at least reply me.
and aidil did go for the last dragonboating event too.
plus they don't avoid me or say rude things to me.
they do reply me nicely (even though sometimes i feel i'm actually quite irritating).
true that sometimes they let me fly kites.
and sometimes one of them disappear for sometime before i see them again.
but i guess these are all because i'm usually not there for mentoring as well (altho it's due to official stuff).
and when i'm not there i'll have to leave them with my buddy mentor.
so even if i were them, i'd feel quite neglected as well.
and sometimes when they realise that i'm gonna be there for mentoring, they do make an effort to be there.
and am i a good enough mentor to deserve this?
cuz compared to other mentors, i realised that i'm actually quite lucky to have them as my mentees.
but when i think about it, i didn't really do much.
in the first place, i skipped quite a few sessions (due to official reasons).
and i am an absolutely boring mentor since i crap most of the session away.
and plus i am terribly poor at math (especially sec2 math) so when aidil asks me questions i'd be seeking help from science students instead.
and i don't interact much with them other than during mentoring sessions.
i don't message them, email them, chat with them or anything too.
so how come my mentees are still receptive towards me?
i think i'm blessed.
they are actually very good mentees by nature.
i may have two of the best mentees of the current batch.
i remember vividly a scene whereby i could make it for mentoring suddenly.
the stuff before that ended early so i could make it after all.
so i was rushing my way to prss.
when i reached the corridor i met nurafifah who had just came out of the toilet.
and when she saw me, she went:
"oh i'm so glad you're here!"
something which i had never expected.
but it really went deep inside me.
to be appreciated and stuff.
she's actually a very sweet girl who can carry a conversation well.
just so long as you can connect with her, she can be quite an interesting person to chat with.
to think that i'm actually so nervous during my first session with her!
and i can tell that aidil's really a super nice guy lar.
to sit there every mentoring session and tolerating my crap.
and sometimes he makes attempts to break the ice (sudden awkward moments when i run out of things to say) and lighten up the atmosphere.
he's also always there during mentoring sessions and our outdoor activities.
actively participating even though the attendance was poor.
he's actually quite a humorous and talented guy too.
i think i recall something from our training sessions at the renewal centre.
they were saying some stuff about treating your mentees not as mentees but as friends.
thinking back, i think i've always treated them as mentees more than friends.
there's always this barrier present.
and i seriously think that it's my fault.
there's something wrong with my mindset.
not that i look down on them or anything.
but it's just that 'friends' is not really the word to describe the way we interact.
'friends' don't only interact during mentoring sessions.
it should be anytime, anywhere, anyhow.
i think i may have been overly sensitive to the word 'mentoring'.
*guilt*
boy, i have a lot more to learn.
for the badminton event next thursday.
both of them have said that they would be there.
i think i must be the only mentor whose two mentees are both going.
although i'm not exactly sure whether i'd end up flying kites (since i haven't been in touch with them for such a loooong time).
i feel quite lucky cuz they actually bothered to say 'yes' and stuff liddat.
unlike some of my other mentors who face the problem of 'non-existent' mentees, mine actually replied and said that they will turn up.
my happiness, or rather the sense of gratitude, is almost beyond words.
i think i must really spend more time understanding them.
though i don't think there are many chances to do that already.
but in any case...
i'm super grateful to them for being such nice mentees.
heartfelt thanks.
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
11:02 PM
don't read if you're not into animagacurrently listening to: Pearl Dance [w-inds.] 
FULL METAL ALCHEMIST MOVIE!!!!
CONQUEROR OF SHAMBALA!!!!
I WANNA WATCH!!!ehh okie i know the news came out like a thousand years ago.
but while i was browsing through some anime stuff it really really started to appeal to me lah!!
want to fly to hk to get it straight away.
but awww...
i bet it's gonna be soo good.
sad and touching and realistically depressing.
kinda doesn't fit my criteria for a good anime watch but..
*ahem*
it's a movie so the criteria's different.
*nods head*
okie so as you can most prolly tell
it's once again an animanga holiday for me right now.
i've found the HanaKimi manga!
bought volumes 1~13.
10 more volumes to go.

it's a really sweet story so i don't mind the length.
i can just read it for the whole day considering its eventful storyline.
but somehow it doesn't really satisfy my sudden passion for shoujo manga.
the story is perfectly interesting and intriguing, no doubt.
but i think i might have expected too much.

unlike Dr Rin ni Kiitemite (which i bought entirely out of impulse due to its oriental nature but it turned out to be pretty decent),
HanaKimi doesn't give the doki-doki feeling when i flip through the pages.
though many of the scenes are SUPPOSE to create such an effect.
i wonder why it doesn't work on me.
... maybe i've been reading too many shounen mangas.
*horrified*
awww.. this is not good.
and HanaKimi is really costing me
SO MUCH.23 books add up to a minimum of $150!!!
barely 3 weeks into the holidays and i'm left with only $20 in my poor wallet.
i'm only up to book 13.
.......
(at the expense of all the birthday and christmas gifts that i'm suppose to get)
okie i knew i should've got myself a job earlier on.
but i guess even with the job i'd still be broke anyway.
there's just too many things i wanna get.

this is proven by the fact that i was once again driven by impulse and bought Arina Tanemura's latest manga.
Shinshi Doumei Cross, i think it's called.
the story is.... just ok so far.
though at times i feel that it's a little far-fetch (erm hey this
is manga).
but!
the
artwork!*bows in admiration*
ohh and a discovery.
shoujo manga's really into yaoi as well.
i mean
really into it.
-_________-"
okie so my innate animanga nature has surfaced once more.
but sometimes i feel that i may be overly enthusiastic about shoujo manga lately.
i just read and read and read...
like some kind of girl deprived of romantic encounters and have to resort to shoujo manga to erase it all.
-_______-"
eeks.
*shivers at such a -toot- thought*
that's the problem with shoujo manga you see.
so i'd better return to the shounen genre real soon.
maybe after i finish HanaKimi.
umm next okie let's see...
HARRY POTTER MOVIE WITH PIGS TOMORROW!!!
looking forward to it =)
but somehow there's still this nagging thought about the outing.
i wonder why myself.
but arhhhh.... -shoo!shoo!-
i'm gonna enjoy tomorrow no matter what.
oh and i went back to school today!
for a THC meeting and a math remedial.
was crossing my fingers and hoping and hoping....but still no macey.
*sigh*
......
*raises an eyebrow*
see what shoujo manga has done to me.
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
12:28 AM
w-inds. new pv!!!currently listening to: Pearl Dance [w-inds.] w-inds. kakkoi!!!!!
w-inds. daisuki!!!!!!
*screams*
w-inds.' new pv!!
17th single- Yakusoku no Kakera (23/11)
PV SNEAK PREVIEW!!!!!i almost hyperventilated when i saw the download.
ok then i hyperventilated when i saw the PV.
HONTO NI KAKKOI DESU YO!!!the dance looks strangely similar to the one in kirei da.
but it's still
waaaay cool.and Yakusoku no Kakera is a christmas song too!!
so there's a santa in the PV.
there seems to be a sort of storyline in the PV as well.
since there's a female lead in the PV.
and oh my god!!!!
keita looks so... *screams*
*fly into the air*
oh and he cut his hair too wor!
one side's long and the other side's short showing part of his ear.
typical kind of hairstyle you'll find on japanese teens.
but anyways he still looks good~~
*drools*
ryohei and ryuichi changed their hairstyles too.
i kinda like ryohei's one.
and at least ryuichi dyed his hair black again too.
very good very good.
=)
ahem ahem.
*stands on mountain top*
*breaths in*
KAKKOI!!!!! *screams*
what a happy day~~
now that i've seen the preview, i
can't wait to see the entire pv.
hayaku hayaku!!!
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Saturday, November 12, 2005
11:58 PM
no more testimonialscurrently listening to: Always [KAT-TUN] ok. that's it.
NO MORE TESTIMONIALS.i shall never write voluntary testimonials again!!!!
*determined*
i keep using the wrong words.
my tone is wrong.
my vocab is wrong.
everything's wrong!!
no more no more.
definitely no more unless i'm expected to return one.
NO MORE!!!*determined*
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Thursday, November 10, 2005
6:53 PM
HanaKimi!currently listening to: Colorful [Yamashita Tomohisa]
THIS!!!!!i remember mentioning a few hours ago that i wanna read shoujo manga.
so i went shoujo-manga-surfing right after i blogged.
after hours of surfing and sifting out sites..
*wipes away perspiration*
THIS!!!!!!*points upwards*
Hanazakari no Kimitachi e (HanaKimi).
by mangaka Hisaya Nakajo.
heh....
i think it's a really old manga though.
erm. old as in.
i'm in the 21st century.
and it's published in the 20th century.
(woohoo~ wanted to make it seem older.)
but anyway, i really wanna get this series.
the name seems strangely familiar though.
think i've seen it somewhere before.
but being an old manga and all,
it's gonna be difficult to collect all 23 books lah.
*sobx*
ganbarimasu!!!*please inform me if you've seen it anywhere before hor.
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
2:26 PM
pw... not over yet.currently listening to: Seishun Amigo[Shuji to Akira] okie.
i was too naive,
end of OP doesn't mean the end of PW.
there's still the
GPF.
-_____________-"
but maybe it won't be so bad if i get to see hippo tmr.
=))

hmm...
i bought the Slow Dance dorama today!!!
fujiki-sama~~~
plus i bought Jay Chou's latest CD too.
influenced by deborah.
(i went back to that shop and bought it *wahaa*)
oh and i wanna read shoujo manga lah!!
dunno why just feel an urge to change a genre.
except that i haven't researched about shoujo manga before.
so now i have absolutely no idea which one's good and which one's lousy.
haizz.
recommendations anyone?
had flyer distribution for TFSC this morning.
quite fun actually.
contributed a little to my weight loss scheme.
would have contributed, i mean.
cuz i went to gorge myself at Yoshinoya right after that.
arghhhh. *tears out hair*
and i realised that there' still quite alot of stuff i haven't done for THC.
i mean, i wrote all of them down during meetings
but didn't touch any one of them.
so okay.
i 'just' found out that i'm a skilled procrastinator too.
meeting meeting!!!

ehh.
and i discovered that none of my cliques are free on 22nov.
the celebrations are gonna be advanced.
so i decided that i shall spend a different kind of birthday at home this year.
=))
aww.. maybe it isn't too bad.
i like staying at home and staring into space anyway.
i hardly get to do that ever since i moved on to sec school. *sobx*
but i'll fly over if you tell me you have my present though.
*wahahahaaa*
but anyway this week and the next are all rather packed.
i'm watching harry potter with
THE PIGS next wednesday!!!
*jumps around in joy*
it has been soooo long since we last got together.
can't wait to see all of them.
especially yokes lah!!
=)

heh.
seems like i've got nothing else to do today.
*looks around and spots lit gothic readings*
errr.
watch tv watch tv.
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
9:25 PM
muahahascurrently listening to: Natsu no Owari [Kamenashi Kazuya] *muahahahaahahahahaha*PW OP IS OVER!!!
NO MORE PW!!!
NO MORE TOILETS!!!
NO MORE MEETINGS!!!
NO MORE SAYING-THE-SAME-OLD-STUFF-OVER-AND-OVER!!!
NO MORE STUPID-IDIOTIC-SHOULD-NEVER-HAVE-EXISTED-COW!!!!aiyaaar.
a little regrets on the presentation though.
spoke like a bullet train even though i finished my speech on the dot just as the bell rang.
and kind of gave an incomprehensive answer for the Q&A.
=(
oh well.
i'm not good at presentations anyway.
but maybe it would have worked better if there wasn't 7 moderators sitting in the classroom staring at you.
with a particular 'woman-in-black' laughing and giggling to herself while she looked at you with an incredulous look.
-__________-"
but i don't care lah.
IT'S OVER.=)))
*jumps around*
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Sunday, November 06, 2005
11:09 PM
take note of no.16 pleasecurrently listening to: Yakusoku no Kakera [w-inds.] ermm.
ok here goes.
*takes a deep breath*
things that xinyi has yet to complete
(some which she might never complete)
1. PW I&R
-- i just realised that i have to hand it in by wednesday after the OP. and i haven't even seen the sample yet. -___-" can't they make copies of it for ALL of us??
2. THC liaison duties
-- err. ok. so i have to contact ALL the senior mentors from TPJC, RJC, VJC, OSY and SP before 14nov. and i have to collect the RSVPs twice from all of them too. so there goes my phone bill. plus my time. plus my saliva as well.
3. finish up math tutorials before tuesday
-- tuition is on tuesday. and where are my tutorials?? *frantically ransacks room in search of tutorials*
4. LIT GOTHIC READINGS
-- lit. gothic sumore. URGH. and it resembles the history notes on WWI as well. HOW TO FINISH. HOW TO FINISH YOU TELL ME!?!?
5. LIT GOTHIC ESSAYS
-- *gags*
6. shop for tingxu's birthday gift
-- lalala. i shall pretend i did not see this.
7. shop for christmas gift for the person in the lamer gang
-- i got the hardest one lah! absolutely no idea what to get for her. *scratches head*
8. get around organising the pigs christmas gift exchange
-- oh yes this. erm. i guess we shall talk about it during harry potter movie 4.
9. shop around with regina and juliana for clothes
-- THIS WILL NEVER MATERIALISE. both of them are abroad lah!!
10. dig out the christmas tree from wherever it is
-- *stares hopelessly at the dusty store room*
11. get a new pair of shoes for school
-- mine goes squeak squeak squeak whenever i walk. curse that idiot who stole my lime green shoes. *hammers the voodoo doll*
12. shop for regina's birthday gift
-- lalala.
13. get that hippo from tampines mall
-- =)
14. get the JC math and physics paper (with full solutions) from the photocopy shop
-- HOW!?!? photocopy shop close liao!!!
15. get in touch with her soon-to-vanish-from-face-of-earth mentees
-- err.
16. find someone to spend her birthday with
-- ... NO DATES YET. i'm so sad. *sobx*
17. get the 'sekai no chuusin, ai wo sakebu' dorama from poh kim
-- this shall wait till i've got the money.
18. shop for jiehui's birthday present
-- lalalalalala.
19. get a haircut
-- ... i seem to detect a receding hairline.
20. find time to do some revision
-- *stares helplessly at calendar*
21. read newspapers
-- *stares helplessly at the towering stacks of newspapers*
22. complete the cla project
-- cla project?? got meh??? dun have lah u bluff me. LALALALA.
23. get the november and december issues of JUNON
-- w-inds.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
24. lame around with the lamer gang
-- starting to look like a highly impossible task.
25. get wanfung's birthday gift.
-- lalalalala.
26. go out with michelle and gang again.
i had like SO MUCH fun on the last kara-ing session. i don't mind if it's badminton or something liddat though. =)
27. hand around with 'the happy family'
err. seems to be highly impossible. for a start, there has never been a time where the ENTIRE FAMILY is present *turns to huichun with a knowing look*. but nevermind though, i don't mind even if it's only 5/6 of the family present. =)
28. lose weight!!!
I WANNA SHED THE 3KGS THAT I GAINED IN WEEK 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
errr.
*takes a look at list again*
maybe i should be cancelling some stuff.
stuff like getting gifts.
yep definitely. *nods head*
i should i should.
there isn't much outings scheduled lar.
just the pigs' meet and the 2 christmas gift exchanges.
other than that i'll be at home slogging over the THC alumni party stuff and dream futilely about the things that i wanna get.
oh and i'll have to complete the gothic homework too. *faints*
whatever happened to the fun during holidays??
I WANT MORE OUTINGS!!!

another thing.
OP IS ON THIS WEDNESDAY!!!!pw meeting at 10am tomorrow too.
so some stupid-idiotic-should-never-have-existed-cow will be making me puke again tommorrow.
*sigh*
ok i think i'm complaining too much.
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
11:35 PM
i don't care that i am eeeebil.currently listening to: Yakusoku no Kakera [w-inds.] ok.
i feel soo good about a mail i just sent.
can't wait to punch the teeth out of him.
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
10:36 PM
Yakusoku no Kakeracurrently listening to: Yakusoku no Kakera [w-inds.] 
約束のカケラ [Yakusoku no Kakera]
w-inds.
- translation 契れた氷のカケラが紡いだ白いこの風に揺れながら
銀色に空を染めて舞い落ちる
煌びやかにざわめく街 この季節の空が僕には切なくて
時が過ぎて忘れられる思い出なんて一つもなかった
微笑む君のいたずらな瞳焼きついたまま
思い出だけを残して離れてく
君を求めても届かぬ思い信じても叶わぬ願い
わかってるはずなのに待ち続けた
あの約束だけ果たされぬまま流れ行くきよしこの夜に
君の面影をずっと抱きしめて
宵街は汚れもなく真っ白に飾られて足跡見失い
あの日君と見上げた空 シリウスさえ今はもう見えない
白雪が舞う季節には二人またこの場所で
交わした約束はこのままに
君を求めないもう願わない戻らないもう忘れたい
君と過ごした日々は遠く
契れた氷のカケラが紡いだ白いこの風に揺れながら
銀色に空を染めて舞い落ちる
思い出は残るけど思いは薄れてゆくきっとそんな風だ
君を求めても届かぬ思い信じても叶わぬ願い
わかってるはずなのに待ち続けた
君を求めないもう願わない戻らないもう忘れたい
君と過ごした日々は遠く
契れた氷のカケラが紡いだ白いこの風に揺れながら
銀色に空を染めて舞い落ちる*fly into the air~*
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。