this is it.

currently listening to: Heaven [Ayumi Hamasaki]

yesterday was a happy day.
it was the end of the promos for me.
i went out with michelle, juliana and hazel for bowling.
where we also met john and soon kee.
and spent the time throwing bowling balls on the lane (i mean THROW).
then i met up with huichun and jingfang for yoshinoya.
and we 'roamed' tampines mall.
and took some crappy neoprint at CS.
one that goes "hao piao liang de gu niaang men~~" with the china accent.
then went home to conquer fullmetal alchemist.
cried myself silly at the ending.

today was also a happy day.
i went out with xinwei, pipi, judy and chen foong.
watched Corpse Bride at Tampines Mall.
quite a nice show, but sadly it's so gothic and i detest gothic.
then went to Orchard to meet xinwei.
i bought Junon the October issue.
found the KINGDOM HEARTS MANGA that i have been waiting for ever since i saw it in Japan.
then bought lots and lots of w-inds. and KAT-TUN pictures at Heerens.
my feet nearly fell off after the trip.

BUT.

this is it.
this is the end of happy days.
cuz i shall be receiving my promo results tomorrow and the day after.
and i've got news that they are a flop.
which made me so depressed during the later part of the day.
and i found out that there may be something wrong with my body.
but i'll give it one more try before i really freak out.
i hope it doesn't happen again.

yeah so this is really it.
i've got bad news waiting for me from tomorrow onwards.
and plus True Hearts stuff are getting complicated cuz of some miscommunication.
i should have informed all of the mentors myself since shirlene lost her handphone.
din think of that *slaps myself*
so i shall be spending half the day clearing up the mess tomorrow.
amidst all the bad news that's gonna be delievered.
man do i really hate school.
*sigh*

i just hope that i'll see hippo tomorrow.

*sobx*

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。