for a special friend

currently listening to: Endless Story [Reira/ Yuna Ito]


many people come and go in your life.

some are mere aquantainces, people whom you'd never give more thought after waving goodbye.
some are important pals, people whom you'd probably cling on to and never let go even if they say goodbye.
some are unexplainable existences, people whom you can never tell if you're gonna forget or cling on to once it's time to say goodbye.

maybe it's the uncertainty that hasn't been removed yet.
but usually when the time comes before it, nothing more can be done.

i'm not sure if i should be feeling sad or guilty at how things have come to.
but there's definitely this sense of uncertainty.
about the future?
about the decision?
about the departure?
about the friendship?

i guess it's everything.

anyways:

take care, my friend.
sorry for whatever unhappiness that came our way.
and thanks for everything that you've done.
i'll miss you.
=)

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moving on, the gang went out yesterday!
to Jack's Place at Orchard to fill our stomachs for dinner.
as usual, we just can't shut ourselves up when we meet.
be it in the restaurant, where the atmosphere was sooo unfit for constant giggling.
be it in the mrt, where the passengers snorted and threw daggers at us for chatting loudly and laughing non-stop.

*wahahahaha*
but i enjoyed myself anyway.

we talked about what we planned to achieve before we turn 18.
Xinwei is to lose weight until she's within the 50~55kg range.
Judy is to get rid of her supposed 'tummy'.
Pipi is to have a decent conversation with her father and to get a decent job after the A Levels as well.
Alrina is to save up to $1000 before she turns 18.
I am to....

despite all the discussion about having to eat vegetables or changing my "one-dust-never-change" image...
I MANAGED TO EVADE THE QUESTION.
WAHAHAHAHA.
*smirks*

then we suddenly came up with an idea:
to go to Hong Kong together after the A Levels!!!
yippeee!!!!
woooo!!!!!
oh yeah~~!!!!!

despite having visited hk many times already,
it's gonna be so different going with friends and without parental supervision at all.
=)))


now to convince my parents that we girls can handle ourselves in hongkong alone...

erm.. okay back to AO chinese revision.
monday's gonna be my last chance to get to see macey this year.
after that it'll be 7 weeks of 'No-Macey' days...
*sobx*

ps:
w-inds.' new single to be out on 23rd November!
w-inds.' ageha Tour 2005 Concert Photobook and DVD available for pre-ordering!!
w-inds.' new single "Yakusoku no Kakera" rocks my socks!!!!
=)





記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。