rants:

currently listening to: 一路向北 [Jay Chou]

erm.
a B4, B and C for 3 out of my six subjects.
3 down, 3 more to go.
2 of them are A level subjects too!
i just know i'm gonna fail lit and econs.
i barely passed my silas marner essay.
so let's not talk about gothic and PC.
cuz silas was personally my best shot at lit.
econs.
i didn't even finish that stupid essay.
how to pass u tell me.
so i predict:
B4, B, C, E, F
now that's bad.
these are the worst grades i ever got my whole life.
erm, excluding primary school grades of course.
BCEF is not gonna get me anywhere.
i need at least a CCCC lahh.
maybe if i devote all my eating time to work,
i would get at least an ABCC?
ok that shall be my aim.
but for the A levels
an ABCC is not gonna get me anywhere.
argh.
the problem with an arts combination.
science is like so much easier.
even my slack brother got an ABBB lah!!
and mr simon said he under-performed too.
-_____-"
whatever. he has the better genes.
endure xinyi endure!!!



huichun and jingfang read my blog lately. besides commenting that kamenashi isn't handsome at all *stares*, they also mentioned that i complained alot. *wahhahah* err... i have to admit lahh. anyone who happens to be in a bad mood and feeling irritable would get a headache from reading my blog and probably bash me up if he has the chance. *cowers in fear*

but the blog is about the only place i can just let out all my complains and pray that at least someone reads and acknowledges them. otherwise i will just explode and blow up everything around me like how i did during sec 2. apologies to everyone, especially my sec 2 piggy gang.

and i finally met my mentees-- aidil and hafifah!! they seem nice. hope i can get along them. i felt really guilty when i didn't get the chance to converse with them during the first mentor-mentee meet cuz there were some problems with the pairings. so i left them in their seats just like that!!! fortunately yunting talked to them for a while, otherwise i would have left a totally bad impression on them *sobx*. hmmm... what can we do during the next meet?? *scratches head*

literature homework is piling up and i haven't finished Castle of Otranto yet. mr simon's incredibly harsh scolding on wednesday kind of freaked me out. but at least i wasn't surprised since mr brother did warn me about him and his tantrums. haiz. and you wonder why i hate literature.

interact true hearts starts at 8am and ends at 4++pm tomorrow. talk about dread. i guess even slack CCAs have their busy times. i think i'm making a mess out of the MC thingy too. whatever whatever. i'll just give whatever i've got.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。