don't read. seriously.

currently listening to: 一路向北 [Jay Chou]

i can't believe i can't even solve SEC 2 MATH QUESTIONS. i totally blanked out when Aidil asked me about algebra and conversions and stuff. hafifah asked me about some vocabulary and the most i could do was to say:

"har???"

ok so this is not good. half the time i found myself yakking and blabbering away while my two mentees listened with erm.. interest? their expression told me: "this is really lame and totally boring but i have to give this girl some face so i shall force myself to sit through this 2 hours". so right now my self-esteem is completely gone. eradicated. wiped out. destroyed. whatever.

ARGHHH!!!!

and as if it's not unlucky enough that i forgot my logbook today (of all days), it has to be THIS time that mr simon wants something out of the logbook. AND I DON'T HAVE IT despite having written a rather lengthy paragraph for the lesson. a desperate attempt to avoid being drowned in his saliva resulted in a super slip-shod piece of work that can't even convince MYSELF that it's making sense. tell me again how life will be improving. tell me again.

oh at least something good happened this week. Macey the Hippo is in TPJC!!! i can't believe it when i saw him during the sea sports carnival. jingfang, huichun, lynette and i were walking towards to carnival when he and his friends walked passed us. first look, i registered nothing. second look, hmm he looks like macey the hippo. third look, oh my god he IS macey the hippo!!! i logged on to tpjc.net to look for his name and IT'S THERE!!! i can't believe it. i'm still in a state of shock. but i'm happy. *wahahaha*

lemon tree. ^^

so macey the hippo's the only good thing that has happened to me this whole week. fortunately. otherwise this entry will go on forever and you guys would develop splitting headaches from reading on and on about my rants and complaints.

right now i shall lock myself in the room to wallow in self-despair and not care about work tonight. BCEEB4 grades. failed mentoring session. itching-like-h*ll skin. sec 2 math questions. sheesh. i gotta get me some of those assessment books.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。