Thursday, June 30, 2005
5:22 PM
EXAMS ARE OVER! currently listening to: Houki Hoshi [Bleach] wave your hands up in the air come on come on everybody now!
*wahahahhaha* why does this verse sound so familiar??
after one whole week of chinese, math, economics, literature and history, i am finally free from sitting in a stuffy room and trying to squeeze my brain dry for everything that i had tried to absorb (pathetically) and reproduce them on pieces of paper at lightning speed and the expense of my poor hand which is aching now and threatening to just break off my arm any moment.
my worse subject: ECONOMICS.
i know i'm gonna screw up my econs. it's bye-bye. habis. game over. i can't believe i didn't manage to even complete my essay before the time's up. 1/2 hour only to finish part (a) of the question??? it's an insult to history students and my reputation as one of Mr Das' historians because in secondary school, history=write fast or die. argh. this is SUCH a disappointment for me. and i actually prefer math over econs lahh!! talk about the wonders of time...
so right now the decision is- history or literature or econs. i just don't have the flair. I JUST DON'T HAVE THE FLAIR.
and chinese wasn't any much of a comfort too. i was so pissed when i realised that i only knew 2/5 words in the zao ju component, plus i didn't even know how to READ the damn-funny-looking-stupid-idiotic-should-never-have-been-invented word!!! *faints*
Literature was OK. only for the silas marnwer section, sadly. gothic was quite screwed because they asked a genre question and i had only read ONE pathetic gothic book in my whole life, and that was our textbook. -___-"
arghhh. CT's so screwed for meee!!! but sadly this should rightfully be the case since i spent more time staring at the telly than at my notes. *sobx* seriously!! you should get more focused as you get older but it works exactly the other way for me, except that i don't get any younger for some reason.
ok. so much for a post-examinations entry.
wanted to drag pipi out to get my w-inds. towel today but then i just didn't feel like going out the moment i stepped into the house. the
hike walk around tampines mall with jingfang and huichun just now reaallly wore me out. and i met tingxu there too!! plus half of 05A02 as well. haha.
i bought peacemaker kurogane 5 today!!!! was over the moon when i saw it at CC. i know okita-sama's gonna die. i KNOW HE'S GONNE DIE. *sobx* the entire shinsengumi is being wiped out and okita-sama's coughing out lots of blood. BWAHHH!!!!
the even more BWAHHH thing is that the author is gonna take a break and stop work for some time. some time = endless wait. NOOO!!!!!! *tears off hair and runs off to start a petition*
and all the computers in the house are down. and i won't get to come back to tropica for at least 3 weeks. and my computer in tropica is down TOO. i must be a curse. i am the bane of all computers. DIE!!!
so this means i wil be trying to survive without my computer for at least one month. oh boy.
記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。