w-inds.

currently listening to: Ageha [w-inds.]



w-inds.' Ageha PV is out!

and it has a storyline!!! i mean a real storyline but the main characters aren't them. and there isn't any dancing, which is actually quite a disappointing piece of news for me.

keita looks like a korean in the PV. and i am anti-korean. BWAHHHH!!!!!

BUT!! this doesn't mean that the PV is any less entertaining for me!!! the song is nice, though i had to repeat the PV lots of times before the tune finaly get into my head (it usually isn't like that for w-inds.'s songs. at least for me.) and korean as keita may look, i still drool. *wahahaha* and there is obviously a great improvement in Ryuichi's appearance IN THE PV, which does not show the bald side of his head. *frowns* crazy trends. ryohei stays the way he is. =)

and i have heard one other song from the new album that's coming out on the 1st of June!!! i want that album so much. =)



yep that's rite. will be in China for an immersion programme for a week. back on 7th June! don't miss me.

feeling doubtful about the trip. maybe a made a rash decision when i consented to the trip. *tears out hair* wish me ;uck.

here's a week's supply of w-inds. pictures to make up for my absence!!!! *wahahah* excuses.























i am SO in love~

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Sunday, May 22, 2005

1:17 AM

may all praying mantis disappear from my sad life

currently listening to: Let me Show you the Way [Natasha Thomas]

my conclusion is that the praying mantis can fly.

i can't be carrying the praying mantis for the whole day in my bag without knowing it. please tell me it just happened to fly into the house and thought of my bag a suitable landing point. i REFUSE to believe that it was in my bag all along.

i have decided that praying mantis shall be my eternal enemy, in place of my Econs 10-year-series. although both of them made it to my bag somehow but at least the Econs 10-year series won't turn its head from left to right to left to right slowly and continuously... and move its hands up and down as if its trying to perform some Ace's Day workout.. and stare at me with those *shudders* horrible eyes... and have a body that's so green it freaks me out...

ARGHHHHH!!!!

imagine my shock, or rather, TERROR when i spotted a praying mantis as tall as the length of my feet just one metre away from me when i was returning home from a movie late at night. yes, it was THIS big and it was repeating all the actions that i had just described in the earlier paragraph. EEKS.

how can a thing this big fly???

i just have an affinity with insects. be it praying mantis, cockroaches, mosquitoes, ants or beetles (who like to knock themselves against the walls for some reason). you name it, i attract it. it's just about the same way i manage to attract spywares and viruses despite the several layers of protection my brother and technician painstakingly set up for me, or the fact that i always visit the same few perfectly healthy webbys. my record? 300++ spywares and 8 viruses at one go (and it's only ONE go-- my com has been sent for repairs for N times already). insects? i come into close contact with them almost everyday. somehow they like to get into my hair, my shoes, onto my bed, my limbs, my table, my WHATEVER.

TELL ME WHY. god made me this way.

ok so today was TPJC college day. what more can you expect from college days? aching butt and swelling palms and drooping eyes. jingfang and i were hit by a horrible reality today---

1)no one in the JC had an A for history or literature
2)there were less than 10 Arts Fac people in the award list
3)the science fac took up 9/10 of the awards
4)economics top scorers were all from the Science Fac
5)even the overall top scorer is from the Science Fac

all these comes down to but one conclusion-- the arts fac in TPJC is.. dots. this has made me realised (reluctantly) that maybe i should have stayed on in ACJC. i have to admit that ACJC arts fac is superior both in QUANTITY (TPJC:ACJC= 1:3) and QUALITY (need i say more). i believe that ACJC excels in Arts because of its students' background and characteristics. this proves that a powerful command of the english language and the regularity of its usage is really essential for an Arts student. what this means? it just means that my life as an Arts student is gonna be very very hard.

but i know i won't be as happy in ACJC than i am in TPJC, even though i've got 1AD2. almost 3/4 of the class is gone and i did many things (things that would affect my prospects in ACJC) because i knew that i wasn't going to stay. so if i stayed on for the sake of better results and environment, it would be at the expense of my social life and personal records. and i doubt i would be able to get any work done with all the time spent on traveling. argh. it's either one thing or another. this is life.



i can hardly say i've put in effort for my studies right now. i haven't read my history notes, tried my econs essay questions or look up on literary responses. and these are all my A level subjects and so much more blah. my life so far has been devoted to completing homework and handing them in on time and this can hardly be considered 'studying'. worse still, the exams are only ONE MONTH away and i have to spent 7 days of the month in china and another 7 days for extra classes (which means more homework). less than 2 weeks to study-- Cs & Ds (maybe Es too), here i come.

man, am i gonna drop one subject. although i know it probably wouldn't help much but at least there won't be so much stress when people tell me that TPJC students with 4 subjects usually end up messing up their A-levels.

and there are just soooo many temptations!!! i just bought a set of Doraemon movies and Hotman 2. i borrowed FMA DVDS from judy too. how much temptation can a girl take??

speaking of anime, TSUBASA RESERVOIR CHRONICLE IS ANIME-FIED!!! woohoo!!! i've heard the opening and ending themes. not spectacular, i must say. but i am sure the anime will turn out to be more than what i am expecting-- that is if i manage to buy it somehow. *sobx*

ok, have to return to Ao Math functions. homework AGAIN. sigh.

but let me just talk about my latest advert-theme craze : Let me Show you the Way by Natasha Thomas! it's the theme song for Lacoste Touch of Pink perfume.

Let Me Show You (The Way)
Natasha Thomas

Let me show you the way
It’s the game that we play
Or whether it did
So easy
Let me show you the way
Or just say what you say
So easily

The way of your touch is always heavenly
and I love the way that you are loving me
You wrapped me up in the colour of your love
you must be an angel high from above

In the game of the heart, you know I know that you are mine

Let me show you the way
It’s the game that we play
Or whether it did
So easy
Let me show you the way
Or just say what you say
So easily

Are you gonna be there when I need someone
And will I be always just the only one
I don't wanna have just another heartbreak
So tell me is your love true or a fake

In the game of the heart, you know I know that you are mine

Let me show you the way
It’s the game that we play
Or whether it did
So easy
Let me show you the way
Or just say what you say
So easily

One kiss, One love, One word,
one vow and nothing more

One night, one dream
gonna save it save it for me

Let me show you the way
It’s the game that we play
Or whether it did
So easy
Let me show you the way
Or just say what you say
So easily

and if jingfang or hairianto is reading this: cheer up!! the sun will shine much more brighter once the cloud clears! =)

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Saturday, May 21, 2005

12:14 AM

don't read. you don't want to be irritated.

currently listening to: Let me Show you the Way [Natasha Thomas]

my whines and complaints:

i hate it when people sees me but act as if i'm non-existent. i hate it when the people i'd never want attention from shows me freaky attention. i hate it some people are dying to talk but deliberately restrains and expects me to make the first move. i hate it when people turns from hot and cold to hot to cold to hot to whatever. i hate it when people thinks i'm too goody-goody that i am suppose to know everything. i hate it even more when people thinks i am SO goody-goody that they think that their wild nature would be tamed if they ever got close to me. i hate it when i get MISUNDERSTOOD just because i got irritated at the irresponsibilities of others.

why can't there be an easy solution to everything anyway?

daydreams and fantasies have really been getting into my all these while. i am trying to hang on to things that aren't mine. grabbing hold of memories that i am suppose to let go. lying to myself about my delusions and blocking out whatever negative things that may be happening to me. *slaps myself* wake up! accept the world as it IS. i must really start to be a little more realistic.

character-change isn't deliberate, it's circumstancial. how many of us are really what we hoped to be like in the past? how many of us actually resisted the effects of time? how many of us are left with our daydreams and innocence?

how many of us can actually breathe now?

depression isn't deliberate either, although its worsening may be. all of it came with the ageing of TIME, and it is often accompanied by regrets that can't be reversed even if you went back in time to do it all over again.

regret is an easy word to use. anyone can say "it would have been better if i had done this." but is it really true? did you not give your best already? are you sure things would be better? will you not end up with more regrets? are you not trying to cover up your failure with the word 'regret'?

i am just so pissed with myself. and whatever kind of world i am in now.

and i wasted my time today at the alumni practice where we didn't sing at all. imagine the scene where you've got god-knows-how-many pairs of eyes staring at you hence putting you at risk of being eyed by the teacher, and having to sit through oh-so-familiar debriefs, or rather, admonitions that didn't apply to you at all so you end up sitting there feeling awkward and entertaining the thought of whether you should just stand up and leave at that very moment.

i've finally witness the 'prowess' of the legendary Qoo. she kinda reminds me of Napoleon in Animal Farm. in short-- i can't stand the way she talks. man, do i pity the choir members.

but still... i want my haising back.

don't mind me.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

9:49 PM

complaints. yet again.

currently listening to: Even if [2be3]

a problem with literature. a serious problem.

i must admit to my ability of BS-ing in written words but when it comes to literature... it's not that i don't know what to talk about but i'm confused by the structure of essays and the use of words like 'alliteration', 'syntex', 'olfactory' and stuff. i can't sit through half the period without asking someone what this means and how that is spelt. and i'm suppose to learn all these in less than 2 years?

i just tried to attempt my silas marner essay just now and i realised that there is NO WAY i can do it. is there suppose to be a structure? what are we suppose to bring in? must we state a stand? do i separate the supporting argument from the counter argument or do i tackle both at the same time? is it the same as all the other essays?

i finally understood the importance of secondary school education and how much it helps in laying the foundation of the later years of education. right now, it's either i lack the foundation or i just don't have the stuff required for this stupid subject.

i prefer to believe in the first assumption. *self-deluding*

an interview with Mr Dan today has set me thinking about my decision to drop either literature or history. i always thought that literature was suppose to be the subject that is important for the School of Communications but i was told today that HISTORY is the one though i don't really see how. apparently history allows me to have a deeper understanding of political issues and current affairs which will be critical in the media industry. i am starting to think that this is actually true because i distinctly remember one of the requirements for the course:

A Good Pass in General Paper.

hmmm...

recently i have been overcome with yet another bout of depression where i realise that independence is everything that matters in this whole wide world, and it is something that i have never been willing to accept or exercise until i started thinking about it lately.

friends may be an integral part of life but are there are bound to be distances that lengthen with lesser interaction and widening of social circle. the naive thinking that things will never change is indeed unreal and if you ever had friendship that lasted in close contact for more than 6 years without even a tinge of differentiation and deliberate distancing from one another, count yourself lucky.

but why is it that this has happened? is the friendship not strong enough? is it just based on the rare moments where we put away out pride to interact with one another? is it because we simply don't have the same circle of friends or environment anymore?

ever-lasting friendship? easier said than done. sadly. but i still love you guys.

which reminds me of my friendship with my primary school pals, namely juliana and regina. it's rather unique. we don't talk everyday neither do we send msg each other daily, sometimes we only meet up once every 3 months. but there never seemed to be any deliberate distancing from one another, or the kind of feeling you normally get when you and your friends are in totally different environments. every meeting is like a crapping and joking session. we share, we laugh, we crap and enjoy whatever time we have together. it's as if whatever experiences that each of us went through is something that all of us went through together. i don't feel strange.

miss you guys. =(
and i kind of miss acjc all over again.

i am disillusioned. JC life has cast an entirely different spell on me as compared to secondary and primary school. a spell of self-doubt and feeble confidence. it seems i doubt virtually everything i do now and wondering whether every step i take is a correct one.

'struggling' is the correct word.

and believe it or not, there are actually some people i dislike. i can't believe myself-- how can i ever dislike anybody?? but sometimes i feel that the feeling is mutual, which lessens my guilt considerably. but again, i am disappointed with my change in character. to make things worse, i KNOW about my change in character but am helpless to do anything about it. argh.

moving on. SEA SPORTS CARNIVAL was yesterday! had loads of fun even though i didn't participate much excpet for the dragon boat race. but whoa! dragon-boating was EXHILARATING. although we came in last -___- i have to admit i hate the feeling of being last in whatever competition or tournament but 05a02 was great. it didn't matter if we did came in last-- we had the class spirit. which is why we have resolved to TRAIN beforehand on the next sea sports carnival to make sure we don't lose again. GO 05A02!!!

oh and today some environmental group sang a remake of "If we Hold on Together". erm... let's just say i didn't really like the new lyrics but the tune was kept intact (phew~). i guess it must have brought back lots of memories for the ex-RSS pupils currently in TPJC, like it did for me. we sung the song at least twice every year. i can't stop recollecting those times when i stood in front of the whole school to perform the song (with actions -_-) with the choir. and of course it reminded me of my choir pals back then..

which also reminds me... the alumni is not peforming for the concert after all.

messy thoughts.
too many things.
waiting for the moment when i can finally accept, adapt and do it.
hoping for another motivation to come into my life again.
but right now... touch me and i'll break.


**~piang~**

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Friday, May 13, 2005

9:13 PM

MY DEAR BROTHER, YOU ARE TRYING TO RUIN MY LIFE BY READING MY BLOG. DON'T THINK THAT THINGS ARE SO SIMPLE. PLEASE MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

9:36 PM

i know it really shouldn't feel this way but don't try to talk me out of it. and don't harp on the fact that i shouldn't be blogging. i've kept it for so long i can't stand it anymore.

I HATE HER. does she think she's the only one who's given the right and authority to shout and vent her frustrations on everyone in the house? does she think that just because she's had a hard day work so this gives her the god-given right to do as she damn pleases? i know that studying isn't as bad as working but does it mean that i am not subjected to stress as well? does she think that she is the oh-so-exceptional one who doesn't affect ANYONE with her tantrums, while anyone else who gets angry affects her SO much that she can immediately fly into a rage to 'counter' the move?

like it isn't bad enough that i have a father who doesn't even know how to spell my NAME. it doesn't matter if he doesn't know my IC number, or my birthdate, or my hobbies and interests but at least my name?? he doesn't even stay in the house for god's sake. i don't want to elaborate further.

and now everybody in the house thinks that i am the grumpy, selfish one who have no respect for my elders at all. if it has been like that for so many stupid years, why should there even be any respect? how can they even EXPECT respect without doing anything to gain it?

in this house, you cannot expect to voice out your feelings freely and expect them to be accepted. you can never pour out all your troubles to anyone because you will probably receive a shelling down from the person, complaining that things were the way they were because YOU did something wrong, YOU had the wrong thinking, YOU deserve what that had happened to you. in other words, YOU are at fault and i am not gonna spend my time comforting you and telling you that everything's ok and that you've done your best. even if it's stress from school. no praises when you've done well. a hundred and one complaints and comparisons if you did badly. LIE and you die.

that is the way in the house.

i wonder what i am doing trying to study so hard to get good grades. i wonder why i even bother to strike conversations to build closer bonds. i wonder why i portrayed to everyone the false conception that i have a happy family. it's idiotic. it's fake. it's a wonderful imagination of mine that was never real.

that's why i don't bother anymore. and now they're blaming me for it.

true that they provide any material need that i require. true that i get to travel to places. true that it's because of their existence that i exist. true that they send me to school everyday and call a taxi if they can't. but if my brother didn't need to go to the changi camp every morning, forget about me letting me take the taxi. is it simply responsibility? why-ee-as.

i said that they were being really nice when i faced difficulties in ACJC but i didn't mention that they scolded me for it. they scolded me when i told them i didn't like AC, complain that i didn't know what's good for me. it's the fact that they RELENTED to letting me go to TPJC after first 3 months that made me say they were 'really being nice about it'. this is the way i paint the colorful picture of my happy family. i am serious.

ask me why i get angry so easily. ask me why i can't stand people who ignore me intentionally. ask me why i always turn so quiet on my way home. ask me why i prefer to sleep the day away instead. ask me why i devote so much time to work that it seems that i do nothing else in the house but work and work. ask me why i go online so often. ask me why i indulge myself in unreal anime and manga worlds if i'm not doing work. ask me why i hardly tell anyone my problems. ask me why is it that i hardly mention my family other than my brother.

don't make me cry.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Sunday, May 08, 2005

1:27 AM

just rambling

currently listening to: Smile [Tamia]

no. i am not gonna get depressed. NOPE.

resolutions for the week:
1) Never to be online for matters unregarding homework
2) Read at least 2 sets of newspapers
3) CUT FAT
4) Finish 'The Monk' and the summary
5) Go for Interact
6) Read my Napoleon notes
7) Suppress the authoritative side of me

memories of a treasured friend:

Once i gazed upon a distant shore
Watching seabirds as they filled the sky
Standing out there in the misty air
How i wish that i could fly

The water is wide
I cannot cross o'er
And neither have i
The wings to fly
Give me a boat
That can carry two
And both shall row
My love and i

i'm gonna pull through. i'm gonna make it. even without my motivation. or my ADIDAS WATER BOTTLE.

HAAAIIII-YAA!!

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Saturday, May 07, 2005

12:14 AM

smile

currently listening to: Smile [Tamia]

Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it'd be
If he had loved me
Truly loved me yes
I learned a while ago that kind of thing
Never happens for me
And so I go around
And just pretend
Loving life for me
I play the circus clown around my friends
Make them laugh and they won't see
That you never let them see you sweat
Don't want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it's killing me

So I put on my make-up
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything is okay
I'm laughing cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
Cause I'm dying inside
With my pride and a smile
On my face
On my face

Sing it la la la la

Sometimes I sit at home
By the phone hoping he might call me
But he don't call me
But then I realize
Dreams come true aren't for girls like me
Not like me
And so I go around with my head up
Like it ain't no thing
And when the boys around with all my friends
I'm into other things
Because you never let them see you sweat
Don't want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows it's killing me

So I put on my make-up
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything is okay
I'm laughing cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
Cause I'm dying inside
With my pride and a smile
On my face
On my face

It's not an easy (thing)
Sometimes it's hard to (face the truth)
It's not the life that I would choose (that I would choose)
But what else can I do?
If he don't love me
If he don't want me
I'm not about to sit around
Let myself go

So I put on my make-up
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything is okay
I'm laughing cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
Cause I'm dying inside
With my pride and a smile
On my face
On my face

Sing it la la la la

sports day today! depressing and humiliating. i don't wanna even think about it.
CLA field trip today! one word- BORING.
henry low told me my Chinese standard "not that good" today! huge blow to me. first time anyone ever told me that.

it's hard to get over. about everything.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

10:50 PM

surreality

currently listening to: Love Me No More [Bardot]

sometimes i wonder if everything's for real.

not that i am currently living a sweet, blissful life that makes me question its existence, of course. anybody who has been reading my blog knows that i am going through a phase of receding hairlines, permantly damaged brain and senses, paralysing limbs and everything you can imagine. in other words, i am on the verge of losing it. i seriously need more determination to persevere through these 2 years. god help me.

somehow, among all the stress and headaches, i manage to squeeze out time to think about what really is happening to me.

JC1 student in TPJC.
4 As, 2 AOs
hates literature but takes literature
hates math but takes math
sitting for A Levels in less than 2 years time.

it just seems so unreal to me. is this really happening? every single day i am living it-- my life as a JC student, coping with 7 subjects and trying to find space to breath by sticking to closer friends in the class. the feeling... it's something i have not yet the ability to explain.

it's all so surreal.

am i really going to take literature for the rest of my JC life? am i really going to mentor secondary school students when i barely have time for myself? am i really going to sit for 7 subjects when i am not smart at all?

i can visualise the events that may occur. sitting through extremely torturing literature lessons, mentoring students and trying to 'step into their lives and make a difference', and telling everyone 2 years later that i had sat for 7 subjects in JC. every image is clear in my mind, yet they seem unreal. it's as if i'm looking at a movie of someone else's life. someone else who's suppose to be me, yet it is the absence of recognition that confuses me, takes away my confidence, and makes me question and question again and again.

i sit at the canteen table, stare into space and begin wondering: what the hell am i doing here?
i sit in class and try to attempt the comprehension paper, thinking: is it really true that i am a JC student now, due for A levels in less than 2 years time?
i wash my hands after visiting the toilet, stare at my reflection for a few moments: why am i even here?
i stand at the bus-stop under the sweltering heat of the sun and questioned: is this all for real?

everything becomes blurry. be it times that i laugh, i joke, i smile, i sulk. why is it that i don't really feel anything inside? why is it that my body responds so naturally, yet the inner part of me acts as if it's far far away from reality?

all the schoolwork and projects and examinations seem to be just something that i have to do. i don't question, don't think, don't avoid. i am just blindly doing my homework without realising why i am doing it, or why i have to do it. imagine me sitting at the table writing away, as if i am completely immersed in my work, yet i can't answer if you start asking me anything about what i am working on.

the fact is that i am far far away. simply following my routine. detached from reality and unsure of what's going to happen. or maybe i'm getting the senile at an early age.

i used to have a motivation that pushes me ahead, forcing me to be be confident of the future because i wanted to realise that particular dream. but i have given up this motivation, and the experience has made me completely fearful of having it again. yet the absense of it makes my present predicament.

irony. maybe it's just an interval. but i don't want a similar motivation anymore.

confusing thoughts. haha. let me just introduce my new 'craze': the Cadbury Advertisement Song! i've been singing it over and over and over in school.


"Wouldn't It Be Nice"
Cadbury Advertisement Campaign

Postie
Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury
Chocolate roads and trees 'n' birds 'n' bees
Delivering all kinds of letters daily
Every kind of purple parcel too
And if the dog did try and grab a mouth full
You can bite him back, he'll taste delightful
Wouldn't it be nice.!

Surfer
Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury
You could surf inside a chocolate tube
Ride your board across the wave forever
Get wiped out and never get a bruise.
And if a shark cam up and tried to bite you
You could say "I'm chocolate I invite you"
Wouldn't it be nice!

Soccer
Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury
You could be a soccer super star
The referee would blow his chocolate whistle
A shot on goal would even break the bar
And if you went and scored the winner
You'd win the cup and eat it for your dinner
Wouldn't it be nice!

Car
Wouldn't it be nice if the world was Cadbury,
Driving in the car would be a tasty treat,
Changing gear would soon become a problem,
Cadbury Dairy Milk is so good to eat.
And when you arrive at your destination,
You'll be greeted with an exclamation,
Wouldn't it be nice!


Economics and Math test tomorrow. again i will be flipping and flipping the pages, while questioning myself whether anything i am going through is for real.

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。

Monday, May 02, 2005

10:03 PM

my happy weekend

currently listening to: TV 8 News [MediaCorp]

more than 2 years ago, seven friends made a pact with one another by the toy machine on the 3rd floor of tampines mall. they had just exited the cinema where endless conversations and laughter had erupted. jokes about smooth skin and master yoda. comments on light sabers and funny-looking queens/princesses.

"let's watch the next movie together!"

two years later, when everyone had resettled into totally new environments, it was time to carry out the promise. everyone still kept in touch with one another. occasional meetings, though rarely with full attendance, and christmas gatherings where everyone exchanged presents. but the integral part of their friendship. the pact that, i assume, had held them together, that was looked forward to with much enthusiasm then... was slowly forgotten.

don't worry. their friendship remained, only with a broken pact. will things be the same?

ok, let's get back to the events that happened this week.

saturday was one busy day for me. Interact True Hearts training kept me busy for the entire morning. i thought i should be able to unwind when i meet judy and jiehui later. but they had to keep me waiting at the Dhoby Ghaut mrt station for one whole hour, counting the number of people wearing pink while trying to read my Hashim Ali Econs textbook without feeling embarrassed, then finally waiting here and there from one end to another.

-______-

we ended visiting the anime shops (our initial motive) without buying ANYTHING. rather dissapointing. we spent the rest of the time walking the whole stretch of city link and suntect city to look for michelle's birthday present. trust me, it was an EXHAUSTING walk. i finally found something for michelle!! some kind of hello kitty plant thingy that really interesting. i would have got one for myself if i could. then i chanced upon my only reward for the day--- a super duper cute cinnamaroll keychain!!! it's simply irresistable for me. have you even seen a such a small packet of titbit that as cute as that???

$2. quite a happy purchase. =)

it was time for me to leave for marilene's birthday chalet, where i played the night away and reached home so so late. i have to say i enjoyed the shopping trip with judy and pipi very very much. we should do that more often with xinwei and alrina. *nods head*

sunday was yet another enjoyable day! michelle's birthday celebration at Swensens!! i was really happy to see friends like liping, juliana and yanwan whom i have not seen for sooo long. probably snce the release of the results. i just felt like hugging everyone of them.

and after two years of pestering... I FINALLY HAD MY EARTHQUAKE!!! *wahahahahha*

we visited tampines mall after the meal. i never thought that so many people could squeeze into a single neoprint but we did. and came out of the shop sweating like pigs. i have to admit it was really fun. the way we scrambled and pushed each other around, tending the the other side of the machine to decorate the photos while the others pulled them back for shots, laughing our heads off when some of the shots turned out to be so super funny, then finally cutting them out and laying them on the glass panel right outside the shop as if we were helping the decorate the place. *shakes head* it was a really funny day!

and as you'd probably guessed, all these amusing and entertaining events left me with no time at all to finish my work and start revising for the Econs test. i am now guility sitting in front of the computer and typing away, dreading school tomorrow.

and i mean DREAD. it's yet another week of Depressing Moments.

let me just go finish reading the analysis for the CLA homework...

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。