currently listening to: Kawari Yuku Sora[w-inds.]

skin allergy!!!

i think it's got something to do with the fact that i had a blood tranfusion barely one day after i was born that now i have such lousy skin. and perhaps the condition is further worsened by the fact that i detest vegetables and can't stand them being in my mouth for more than one second, least to say in my stomach. and having 'blackness' comparable to that of a blangadeshee since the ACJC orientation apparently doesn't help much but contribute to my deteriorating epitheliem. the stupid heaty weather had its toil on me too.

that probably explains why i am so black from the start. come to think of it, i've never been really 'white' before, the 'whitest' being my secondary 4 period, and you wouldn't consider that 'white' if you had a pair of normal functioning eyes then. even my tan marks takes years to fade (just look at my feet!) and i take even longer to turn just a shade lighter after being a blangadeshee look-alike for years and years.

and did i mention before that i have a strange affinity with the sun?? just ask judy, she'll know what i mean. *sigh*

now i'm currently suffering from a red face and a redder nose that is in any way comparable to that of rudolph's. i'm not kidding!! and my red face?? here's a pic of guan gong.



i'm just so upset that i can't go for the HSC new year celebration tomorrow. explanation?? not only do i not wanna let anyone see my guan-gong-like face, but the doctor also warned me not to expose my face to the sunlight. aWww... i've been looking forward to this day so much!!!

i can just imagine the scene where the old folk's fill up the VIP seats and the graduated seniors taking up the rows behind them... the throngs of people who will be hanging around the linkway with their colourful hair and trendy clothes... the conversation the various members in Pigs. co will be holding... the lame jokes that pipi, judy, xinwei and alrina will be cracking... the numerous 'slaps-on-the-back' that ah~ma will bestow upon every choir senior she sees lurking around the hall... the number of foolish grins and gallons of saliva then xinwei will produce when she converse with her beloved mr das...how judy will blush at the sight of lulu... how jiehui will hang around with a book in her hand and attempt to read it but to no avail since judy will always slap the book outta her hand... tingxu walking at super fast speed here and there in an attempt to find the teachers and have a nice 'educated' talk with them... michelle jumping around the place and tickling people from the back and eventually get clobbered by them in the end...

man... i hope my face heals by tomorrow...

記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。