currently listening to: Kawari Yuku Sora[w-inds.]

something's happening to me.

i am so afraid to find it on my hands next, or even worse, my body. abnormalities that i have always feared but brushed them aside, refusing to accept what they may mean and refusing to prevent them from happening, are finally revealing themselves. and it isn't just only the exterior. as i feel my skin tighten and prick, i feel something else as well. it seems to be worse than i think.

i am scared.

god, please let all these be just my over-active imagination at work.


記憶は明日のために強さになるものだよ。きっと。