currently listening to: 楽園 [Do As Infinity]

saturdays come and go so easily, don't they?

just came back from some Bugis with Michelle and Hazel. we went for some kinda volunteer work briefing before that. i think my saturdays are going to be very filled from now on. so many things seem to clash.

even for today. i was told at around 0850 yesterday about the meeting time for the volunteer work thingy today and i was like "oh ya! i almost forgot!" i was trying to think of a way to maximise my time since i had promised my mother that i would accompany my brother to get his army stuff then go to the doctor's and then shop for new year clothes with her in the afternoon. then came another sms from my ACJC classmate telling me that there is a class outing on the same day too. of course, i didn't agree to meet up with them and i was feeling really guilty about it until Leo told me that many people couldn't make it too. later in the night, Lee Tung asked if the choir seniors want to go back to watch the choir during their SYF rehearsal at SCH, also around the same time. i tried very hard to try to fit it into my schedule but argh. tell me again why people like to plan things on saturdays.

i gave up seeing the doctor anyway. i was no.70 and the cheapskate electronic board above my head read "32", while it had been 15 minutes since the last patient went into the doctor's room. -___- i am going back there at 0830 tomorrow.

so i met up with Michelle and Hazel for the briefing. the dates for my activities are so close, especially on the weekends, so i think i won't be able to laze around in bed till 3pm anymore. *sobx*

things ALWAYS seem so normal when i'm with my old-time friends. our topics were endless, the jokes never stopped, and never once did we feel alienated from one another, though it had been ages since we last met. i guess this is the product of more than 4 years of friendship. man, am i glad i have such friends.

and i have realised that there are many people reading my blog!! more than i expected. it's like i meet a friend and he or she'll say,

"hey, i heard you not doing well in ACJC leh. there good anot??"

ok so this does not imply that they have read my blog but yeah, the content is spreading. i only complain about ACJC in my blog, if not, to some close friends. i don't mind people reading, really, since i have made this blog public in the first place. it just kinda shocks me that there are actually many more people who know about it. leave a comment next time ok!!

and i am absolutely positively extremely sure that my nosy brother is still reading my blog. *hmph* think i dunno. maybe i'll get a lock one day. if i really get one, don't worry, anyone can ask me for the password anytime. it's just to lock my brother out. *wahahahah*

oh, and my relationship with my OG is a far far one. i haven't been going for all the OG outings at all. don't ask me why. it's either that they always choose the day when i ALREADY have something on, or that they chose a day when i was so super exhausted from whatever that had happened the day before. ok, i admit sometimes i do try to avoid going out with them when i actually have the time but hey! you gotta forgive me. i was freaked out by the first OG outing over at Marilyn's house. i ended up having some guy kiss my neck while playing truth or dare (not that i chose 'dare', but that they were actually playing 'dare or dare' to be exact). oh man, i had nightmares for the rest of the week and my neck is all red from all the rubbing i did while showering. the rest of the dares were pretty extreme too. they had girls kiss each other, guys pumping on top of each other, popcorn on someone's stomach while the other had to eat them up from there, licking of faces, passing of a 5-cent coin with the mouth, doing sexy dances to funky music etc. although i have to admit i got off with the more 'easier' dares, i was emotionally traumatised!!! tell me, would you want to have another game of truth or dare again if you were me??

but i still have a BBQ with them this coming Friday. it's the first time ever i am going out with them for non-official reasons (told you i wasn't close to them). i kinda have a bad feeling about it when they said that they want to have another round of so-called "truth or dare". maybe i'm gonna leave early after eating up some chicken wings. it's $10+!! we were suppose to stay overnight too but please spare me. not that i don't like to hang around with my OG mates but it's just that i'm kinda afraid they'll do some really extreme things again. they are nice people really, rather easy to talk to, spontaneous and friendly but maybe their idea of 'fun' is a little different from mine. i guess you can call it the difference between the East and the West (communism vs capitalism? *wahahah*). their culture is not what i'm used to. in my times, the most extreme dare only involved calling up someone of the opposite sex and saying " I Love You" or something-- nothing like kissing here and there!!

ok, more about that in the future. right now, i wanna declare my love for round anime cushions!!! *whahahaha*














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