currently listening to: Harmonia [Naruto]



to ah~ma: NO!!! i'm not related!!! *paranoid* and tell great-grandma too!!!



hmm... considering the fact that i won't have my computer until the end of this week, i think i'm taking a break from blogging for a while...

sobx. no comp....

somehow it doesn't seem to have as much an impact on me as it would have been before the holidays. this might be due to the irritating fact that nearly no one bothers to blog DURING the holidays. *glares*

oh and my mother forced me to put ACJC as my 2nd choice!!! sobx.. it's so damn far away (BUONA VISTA, man...) and i don't fancy the idea of having to get up so freaking early in the morning just to get to a school where i know i won't even meet one tenth of my friends there. and i don't like the idea of having to stand in the MRT train for an hour or so EVERYDAY and get squeezed like sardines by increasingly inconsiderate Singaporeans (especially working adults). sobx. i just hope they don't select me... PLEASE DON'T SELECT ME!!! *prays sincerely*

TJC's still the first choice (though i know i have nil chance of getting in there), and the third one is MJC (owing to the fact that my brother is all out to PREVENT me from entering TPJC), and TPJC's fourth (my persistence).

i would prefer MJC than ACJC, though they say that MJC is like an overactive battelfield where they virtually try to fry your brains in and out by giving you work that is supposedly not at your standard at all. i'm getting really irritated with the way MJC's trying to force her way up to the higher ranks of local JCs. i mean, take it one step at a time, man! you're working your students out!!

BUT, i still think it's better than ACJC. not academically-wise or whatever. just because it's NEARER TO MY HOUSE so i don't have to get up SO DAMN EARLY in the morning just to get to ACJC, where i know i won't stand a chance of fitting into the crowd. *wahahaha* this shows how much a value my beauty sleep.

yes, i'm a pig and i love to sleep. *proud*

maybe that's the problem with living in the east. the choice of JCs is so limited that every now and then, you feel an incredible urge to just plonk yourself down into a polytechnic that's located so conveniently near your house (i mean TP). that's what i've been thinking of the past few days, or the past few months, really. but i guess it would take a miracle for my family to agree because i had raised the issue a few months ago, after returning from some kind of career seminar in school, and they shot back at me as if stepping into a polytechnic itself would bring disgrace to the family name! ok, maybe it wasn't that bad and i'm exaggerating, but they did protest violently at me for even having the thought. maybe the only way i can get into a polytechnic would be to get more than 20 points for my 'O' Levels. *touches wood* as much as i'd like to visualise myself in a polytechnic, i will never want to score that kind of marks for the 'O' Levels.

*starts to worry*

i'm having a funny feeling that my results won't be as before. it always happens when i'm sitting for a MAJOR exam like the PSLE or something. sobx. but whatever it is, just at least let me stay within my first few choice of JCs. *prays sincerely*

and i'm going on an anime marathon soon! *wahahha* came back to tropica (where i am now) just to get my DVD player back to my Grandma's place. i wanted to watch 'Spiral' first, but... STUPID SHOP AT SINO COMPLEX sold me the 'Spiral' vcd of INFERIOR QUALITY and it would beat anything anyone can do if the stupid show can keep running without breaking into parts here and there after 7 minutes of entertainment. *tears out hair* look, i'm stessed even when the exams are over. stress just likes me. sobx.

so i have made up my mind to buy just DVDs from Hong Kong in the future, for guaranteed quality. speaking of Hong Kong, a bunch of my friends are in Hong Kong right now already (being HK-ers themselves), and my brother is leaving for Hong Kong TML!! let me make this clear, he is just going to go ALONE with his FRIENDS and walk the streets of Hong Kong by themselves WITHOUT PARENTAL GUIDANCE, and have just so much fun there and i'm envious. *sulks*. when will it ever be MY turn??


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