currently listening to: Love Will Lead You Back [Taylor Dayne]

was exhausted yesterday, after having played the whole day away with my gang of pigs. jumping into the pool when i had abstained from it for 4 years already, was definitely an invigorating experience for me. imagine the goosebumps that surfaced from the skins of my body when i stupidly dropped myself straight down into the cold cold water. not to mention the anger i felt when someone SAT on my spectacles, leaving it wet and DEFORMED. i could make out the butt mark even though i wasn't, or couldn't, with my spectacles. other than that the rest of the swim was fun. we spent our time swimming into the paths of other swimmers who were trying their best to swim a few laps. imagine xinwei subconsciously 'floating' into the path of a man who was swimming at full speed to the other side of the pool-- we had to PULL her back. oh, and we spent the last part of the swim crawling about in the kids' pool to look for Li's lost hairband, which had apparently been lost in the violent waterfall (yes, a WATERFALL-- super violent. knocked me down onto the floor. BUMMER.) which we got under so so many times.

and before that i spent around 2 hours in front of the telly with the pigs, watching the movie, "Down with Love", where i found myself completely blur-rified by all the laughing and giggling of the others, who claimed that the show was filled with pervertic jokes though i only managed to get one or two of them. and to think i thought yoke ling had already trained me enough with hers.

we returned after the swim to plonk ourselves down in front of the telly once again, and received the shock of our lives when we witnessed Jessea being eliminated from Singapore Idol. Carine was literally banging her head against the erm.. cushion after she realised she had not voted for Jessea the day before, because she thought she was confirmed to get in. sigh, the unexpected.

stupid tingxu had to leave early. and she didn't come with a purple swimsuit either (BARNEY). i swear i'm gonna get you one for your birthday.

so the day ended like that. i slept at around 12.30 and that is considered early because i had totally no energy to even look at the computer screen after that.

i woke up today with a sudden realisation (yet again) that i hadn't done anything for the 'O' levels since the Prelims. i did try to look at the books but i found absolutely no motivation to sustain my concentration. so i went online again.

sigh. the lack of determination.

but this time i did try to LOOK for my motivation. apart from controlling myself from drooling away at w-inds. photos and PV, i found another photo of my primary school friend!! *rejoicing* it's been such a looong time. by the way, i heard he's aiming for VJC. and that he's still super smart.

-_-"

shucks. i just know that i have to start studying. i can't even make it to TJC in the prelims!!!

*tears out hair*


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