currently listening to: 永遠的途中 [w-inds.]

永遠的途中

this is the sub-track of w-inds. new single!!! words are so limited that i simply cannot find any adjectives to describe my feelings when i first heard this song. or maybe it's just because my vocab is lousy. -_-" sobx.. C5 for English... *broods*

anyway, it's a really sad sad song, from the way keita expresses himself in it. a little similar to Futari Ga Futari De, but this one is waaaay more touching. i don't know about the lyrics (so far, i've only managed to get hold of DIRECT translations, and you know how bad they are), but this is definitely one of the few songs that keita ever put so much FEEL into. *swoons*

*xinyi continues to drool and swoon over the song and keita's voice for the next 30 minutes*

ok, i'm still here at 1 pm in the morning!! yep, busy looking for "永遠的途中". #@&*()!^, some message boards are just so stingy with their downloads. special thanks to "dedicated to w-inds." for giving me the chance to download such a fantastic song. I LOVE YOU!!!

so what happened today? the day was filled with books, aching hands, exhausted minds, SPIT, inconsiderate students and COMPLAINTS. hahaha. refer to judy's entry today for further details. the only thing i can say is, i'm glad that i was already on the second level when it happened. tingxu (Barny) got really really mad over the incident and the whole big group of us (including Marilene, Shan Hui and Jing Shan, whom we happened to meet on our way to the phone booth to complain) crowded around this small red public phone and stared at tingxu anxiously (hmm.. maybe this is not the right word..) or amusedly as we witnessed her funny change of expressions when she found out that Coral Sec's telephone lines were actually so computerised and TROUBLESOME as it requires one to key in a series of different numbers for the sole purpose of complaining something to the school management.

dots.

so that was basically it, at least for today. maybe i should have included the fact that we walked here and there around White Sands just to look for a Telephone Directory. seriously, they should consider providing such basic things in shopping malls. learn from Changi Airport! these books are even cased there!!!

oh and i found something amazing today!

http://www.163888.net/sing/openmusic.aspx?id=185455

this girl is fantastic. she sounds 90% similar to keita in the past!! i never thought i would appreciate, or even accept, other imitations of w-inds.' songs. now this is really different, that is, if you are familiar with w-inds..

i've been realizing that i've done many stupid things in the past. now that i recall these stupid things i've done in the best, i find myself trying to run away from it, not wanting to accept that i've done something so idiotic. but it's amusing to think that i was that childish in the past, although they still say i am now (they have also been saying that i'm lame).

it's funny, or embarassing, depending on the situation, when you find answers to questions, which you asked someone a long long time ago, only today. and you'd be thinking, oh man, what was i thinking?? asking a question like that??

or maybe you've been filled with regret with something you've done, or maybe, not done. when you suddenly realize that you've actually DONE it a long long time ago, just that your level of intelligence then did not allow you to recognize the fact that you've already done it. my reaction was that i immediately felt embarrassed, and 1 minute later i started laughing to myself as my brother stared at me as if i was some kind of weird and deformed being (either that or he thinks that i'm staring at w-inds.' photos).

upon realization, maybe it wasn't that important anymore. but considering the fact that i've already got this far, i might as well continue with what i am doing now, though i'm sure that even if i experience failure, it wouldn't matter to me as much as it did before 'the realization'. wah.. chim talk. let me just revert to being a w-inds. fanatic in the extreme fangirl mode.

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! w-inds.!! let me show you some shots from the latest PV- SHIKI!!!

the dancing:







the story:







ok, that's it. have to wake up t 0730 tomorrow to accompany my mother to the doctor. i will continue to strive for my O levels!! (please put your mind at ease, ah ma. that is, IF you are that concerned over my studies. wahahaha~ work for your EOYs too!!)

nitez.~

nono... should be 'morningz~"...


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